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Aging May have nothing to do with it, as I'm extremely horny pretty much all the time, but the desire to engage in sex is pretty much gone, unless it's just me reading stories and enjoying the pleasures of my fingers. Is it time for abstinence again? Quite likely. Age thing? Not sure. Perhaps stress. Yanno, when it rains it pours. And yes, there are a lot of folks out there who are way worse off than I am. This I recognize. Guess it's just a little pity party. And then there's my constant struggle in the lifestyle. I have found, rather recently, that I am not the pain slut that I used to be. In fact, the mere thought of pain to my nipples sends me running the opposite way - and I don't run. Anyway, the has graduated and will be joining the Navy once he makes weight. I think I'm a terrible mother, but I cannot wait until he has left the house! The week he was on vacation in the Outer Banks with his girlfriend I was in heaven. Just me and my cats. Any mess that was made was mine - and mine alone. Well, aside from the cats and their damned litter box. Wish I had toilet trained them. Lets not even mention the bulimic cat who gorges herself and then .. well, you know. Music of the month: Broken Bells - After The Disco Cage The Elephant - Cigarette Daydreams The Black Keys - anything of theirs Fitz & The Tantrums - We Don't Need Love Songs I'm dying to see Broken Bells and/or The Black Keys, but cannot spend the money any time soon - too many other things need fixing. Too bad my birthday has passed and it's not Christmas! Broken Bells at The National in Richmond - so close to home. The Black Keys in my favorite fucking city - DC - with Cage The Elephant! A guaranteed great show!! Priorities. Responsibility. Aging. Sigh. |
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Mm... I'LL tell you when you're aging AND when yo can bank your fires, jen. You can relax until then, yeah? It's not time, yet. Think, 'Butter'...   YTB BD~ P  xoxos Doc_Sonar I advocate Simplicity, Patience & Compassion...to the extent that doing so won't threaten or harm My boundaries or Me. ~ Doc_Sonar Breathe Deeply~ Peace
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