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KainWilkus 37M
114 posts
11/21/2014 9:08 pm
Owsey, Jernalism & Resotone - I've Been Secretly Falling Apart


Xmatch post. I'm coming back; that or being up for 48hrs. May not agree with it but I'm barely in it. Making progress.

The Big Bang Theory last night...........

It's hard to communicate how you feel during these times. My first relationship ended awhile ago, and the fighting still ensues. So much to say but can't find the words. Self deception and denial run rampant to hide from the hurtful truth. What's worse is saying those three words when your heart wanted to yell obscenities instead.

Why do we do this to ourselves? The drive to find that heart that beats with yours leads to much joy and sorrow. We open up to strangers to make connections only to return to our loneliness and longing.

Why is love needed?

Edit: (EP Mix) Owsey & Resotone - A Smile From The West

I miss who I was. Life was so much simpler from the outside. Detach yourself from the human condition and shit makes sense, but the second you get involved......it's off to the races to see who's crazier. Our insanity makes sense to us but we're not the center of the universe so we count for little in the cosmos; unless you think we're the universe's soul but for another time.

We're too disconnected now by connecting and liking and sharing and all that other social media nonsense. The emotion is felt by the reader based on assumptions. At least with proper correspondence you see the emotion in the words. A drama free life is a numb one. Too much of anything dulls the senses without something to provide balance. You need to get punched in the face to appreciate a kiss. Abandonment to companionship.

I miss being single; lost too much clarity trying to be "us."
Wish I had watched Sherlock earlier; would saved me a heap of trouble.

cuzisaid 53F  
14988 posts
11/22/2014 4:57 pm

Why is love needed or at least wanted?

I think you may have already provided the primal instinctive answer.

Maybe it is because we count for so little in the cosmic scheme of things. We're each so individually insignificant we want to make sure we...our matter, matters. Make ourselves a bigger whole by connecting with someone else.
Yes, so we're not alone, but also because it increases how big of an entity we are yelling into the void and staring up into the stars. Instead of just ME, there is now ME + YOU + US.

Look at us Andromeda, you bitch! *shoots the bird at a constellation and then sheepishly realizes its too pretty to flip off*

We ever get invaded by an as yet undiscovered but hopelessly obsessed over alien race with superior intelligence, first thing they'll do is laugh at how stupid we are with the way we mindfuck ourselves.

*sigh* dont get me going on the mind numbing evil of social media. Ive been whining about it again this week to anyone who will listen. Yeah! Whining from my online blog and through the e message center on this social site! Superior inferiority and mind fuckage. A walking intercranial brain whormorrhage. Thats us

I still havent seen the Sherlock show. I really need to go check the BBC website. mmmmmm maybe. lol

Sometimes I make a move, sorry to leave my home, but hope I will find another of equal character.
At night I gaze at the starry mass with no idea to which one the earth attached.
May'be that cute little one over there or that one that sits alone in the inky black
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~~ 'My place amongst the stars' c/o former member SPB ~~



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