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ch-ch-ch-changes Those of you who follow this blog closely know that my amazing recently quit her job. She’d been working for a company that didn’t treat her well, in a position that left her super stressed at the end of just about every day, but quit there to take an assistant management position for a nearby business. It seemed a smart, promising move, but the manager was basically psychotic, and punkin was pretty much forced to quit there as well. Since then, she’s looked for another job, but anyone out there who is unemployed, or on the verge of it, knows there isn’t a whole lot available. I want her to get out of retail, and she does too, but the openings are limited. We talked about it, and I had suggested she stop looking for a job for a while and work for me, but fate has thrown a curve ball I am unsure I will be able to hit. Worse yet; if I miss this one, it may be strike three for me. I’ve had a stormy relationship with my workplace these last couple of years. There are positives and negatives with any job, but I can honestly say I have worked for gas stations and porn shops that were run/managed better than the place I work for during the day. Tensions and frustrations have reached a level on many occasions that found me losing my temper, and saying regretful things. I won’t bore you with details, I’ll just say that a blow up a few days ago may have landed me in hot water I won’t be able to get out of. We shall see on Monday. If I retain my job, and only get suspended, punkin and I will almost certainly go through with the plan of having her work for me. If I get fired, it’s an absolute certainty. As it turns out, recent events have left punkin in a very tenuous living situation, just like her Daddy. I have money, but can’t find a place that fits what I need, while punkin has no money but finds herself living in a place with a roommate who is becoming passive aggressive, and otherwise difficult to share an apartment with. Tensions are high, and from what I understand it got a little more so over the holiday. Frankly, my delicate flower doesn’t need that kind of stress, and if I have to move in just to ease both our living situations, I might just do that. If I remember correctly, punkin’s lease is up in October, and we will be free to find a new home at that time, instead of paying a penalty for breaking it. Decisions will be made based on the outcome of my Monday meeting with my boss. For the last few weeks, punkin and I have honestly found it extremely difficult to be away from each other. We spent a few days in a row together right before Xmas, but if felt like ages before I saw my adorable little girl again, and it was probably only three? Maybe four? This difficulty being apart is not new, but the intensity is. It used to be we could make it an entire week, sometimes two, without feeling to desperate or out of sorts. Now I think we feel it a few hours after we part ways. It’s seriously debilitating, but also incredibly gratifying to be experiencing a love of this magnitude at the moment. I dare say my , the love I feel for her, and the love she shows me, are the only things that are helping me make it through the day. That, and sweet sweet marijuana… |
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