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HetFlexK 51M
155 posts
4/25/2015 11:54 pm
quittin' my bitchin'


THIS POST WAS WRITTEN FRIDAY NIGHT - APRIL 24TH - AND I AM POSTING IT ON SATURDAY - APRIL 25TH.

Well, it is after midnite, and I guess that seems like a good time to move furniture to our new neighbors. My talk last night did not seem to make an impression, and now I am sitting here with my headphones on, writing a blog post to avoid listening to the thumping and banging. I am doing this instead of hanging out with my . That is what I would much rather be doing, but if I go out and sit on the couch with her right now to watch some television or cuddle, I’ll only get more anxious and upset. This has been one fucked up month.

There is good news though, and it comes in the form of a beach house/cabin that apparently belongs to someone related to punkin. It’s only available for the month of May, but that is just the kind of escape I think the two of us needs right now. More than anything, we need the hell out of our current living situation, and this seems to be the immediate (yet temporary) fix. Of course, there’s no telling where we’ll be spending June or July, but that’s a bridge I can spend May figuring out how to cross. And when I speak of escape, I don’t mean to suggest we are going to the beach for a month to do nothing but goof off. The plan is to still be very hard at work, just in a place where we don’t have to deal with nearly as much disruption and distraction. There will be plenty of movies released while we are at the coast - new ones featuring punkin as well as remastered flicks featuring Catherine de Sade and I - and as long as we have internet access somewhere semi-convenient there’ll be blog posts, music videos, and so forth to dazzle and delight. Things will be mostly the same, just taking place somewhere new and a bit more relaxing.

As mentioned above, this post was originally written on Friday night. It is nearly 8pm on Saturday, and there has been very little noise from next door. The new neighbor mentioned his furniture would be coming today, but I hope things got postponed and not delayed, because we heard nothing all day. One more night where I have to deal with thumping and banging after midnite and I will flip out! Today was the first day in a couple weeks that I didn’t feel anxious the whole time, so I am being thankful while I can. This afternoon punkin and I rode our bikes to a couple of parks so she could use chalk and draw on the sidewalk, and we spent a brief moment in the library, but for the most part we’ve stayed home, so it’s a relief to not have to deal with any bullshit. I know it can’t last, so I want to celebrate now, while I can.

This upcoming week is going to be strange and a bit tense, I am almost certain. Not only are we packing for a month at the beach, we’ll also be packing up the rest of our belongings to put into storage. I plan on selling a few things this week, like our love seat, and the large rug I originally bought for my studio, because the less we have to store/move the better. Among the items I am getting rid of; my bicycle. I don’t know how well I’ll get along without it, but I am going to have to try. Daddy isn’t quite sure how to get him and his to the coast yet, but buying or borrowing a vehicle seems like a good idea. Unfortunately, they cost money, and that’s one thing punkin and I are going to try and save. So much uncertainty - and yet, I am very optimistic and excited. The future holds so many possibilities!


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