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what do I want? Over the last couple of weeks, I have received messages from what appear to be two potential love interests/slaves here on Alt. As some of you know, I have never been on this site as a single person, seeking anything but attention. When I first found Alt, I began blogging about a new, kinky relationship I was in with a woman I called MY LOVE, and that turned into quite a popular and lengthy bit of writing. More recently, I was sharing my newfound relationship with the young lady I called punkin. At all times, I have been promoting my musical and adult filmmaking endeavors, but not once have I sought a significant other. For me, Alt has always been about sharing and promotion, and that is it. To be single, and available, is technically a new experience. I don’t check out profiles or other people’s blogs, though I probably should. Not once, in the ten plus years that I have been on Alt, have I been a paying member, and I am not about to start now. If people want to message me, I gladly respond, but I am forever incapable of seeing anything more than their profile picture, or their blog posts, should I choose to check them out. Having two females begin writing to me, expressing interest, is not exactly new - it happened even when I was involved with MY LOVE and punkin - but having the desire to explore those possibilities is. I’ve dealt with my share of fakes, and time-wasters - on Alt as well as FetLife and CraigsList - so I am automatically suspicious when someone contacts me out of the blue and begins to talk about being my slave. The last thing I want to do is get my hopes up, only to find out the person I am corresponding with is not who they claim to be. Why people do that, I will never know, though I can understand it on some fundamental level I suppose. Frankly, it angers me to waste time with a phony person, so I have to be cautious from the beginning. So, I have been asked by these two females what it is that I am seeking? Authenticity is the first word that comes to mind. Honesty, loyalty, dedication. These are words that come with age, experience, and wisdom - from the brain, not the crotch. They are words that spring from past disappointments, and valuable lessons learned. Yes, I want a docile, subservient, submissive female who is going to be a freak in bed, but I also want one I can love, cherish, and call my friend. I want an adventurous, open-minded, perverted lover who will also cuddle with me on the couch and watch movies when we’re not being deviants. I’d like to know someone who is creative, intelligent, artistic and young at heart. Physical attraction is always important, but it has become less so over the years. Compatibility is top priority, because I am no longer young enough to waste time with someone whom I am not going to try and build a future with. I guess that means my days looking for one-night stands is pretty much over. I’m not suggesting I wouldn’t jump at the opportunity to just get some carnal pleasure and then move on, but I wouldn’t spend very long trying to attain that. What I will cultivate, are potential relationships. That’s nothing new for me, but it is new for me on this site. The two females I am trading messages with both live hundreds of miles from me, and claim they are looking to relocate. This is not unheard of, and were I in a different position (i.e. not fresh out of prison, living in a halfway house, working a dead end job) it would be immediately feasible. As it stands, I could no more relocate a potential slave than I could relocate myself. Eventually that won’t be the case, but right now it simply isn’t possible. So, do I spend time getting to know these women while being fully aware of that? One of them already agreed that she would be willing to make adult films with me, and that would obviously benefit me monetarily. Were I capable of finding a living situation that was affordable, here on the coast, that would make relocating a slave possible, and having her make movies with me would help to pay the bills, so there’s something to that plan. It could be another month, maybe two, before I can afford to rent a place of my own, and that time could be spent figuring out whether or not I am compatible with either of these females. The situation is far from hopeless. As kinky, perverted, and Dom/sub as my last two relationships were, the females I was involved with were not slaves. The women I am currently corresponding with want to be slaves. This new and exciting possibility appeals to me greatly, and I think I am going to explore it. Controlling and owning a female is something I have always wanted, and I am confident I would be a fantastic Owner. Nothing turns me on, or satisfies me more, than control and power. Giving orders, training, meting out necessary punishments - all very satisfying things. Having a sexual, domestic, emotional slave sounds ideal, and I am going to pursue it carefully, and patiently. My biggest concern is that I will be wasting my time with a couple of fakes, so I am going to take subtle steps to ensure that I am not. Establishing their authenticity is not fully possible, but at least I can get a better sense of it by asking the right questions and requiring pictures that prove they are in fact female. That will be a good start, and help me relax into the process of getting to know them, and deciding if they are worthy of my time, my heart, my power, and eventually my soul. |
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There is a good site called tineye that lets you look up photos to see if they stolen off the web, good luck.
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