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Blogs > mmdc123 > Little Girl Blogging

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7/12/2014 11:11 am
From Chaotic to Focused

I have been asked to start a blog to help me work through feelings and emotions, especially when feeling blue and out of sorts. I do keep a written journal but it is a chaotic mess of random thoughts and additions after the fact. If one were to sit down and read it they probably wouldn’t know where to start. So here I am… attempting my first blog. I am hoping that by posting thoughts and feelings it helps me focus those thoughts and feelings, finding a concise and accurate way to describe them.

I am a thinker, perhaps some might say I stew over my thoughts, or maybe even become slightly obsessive over them. I don’t like the word obsessive but perhaps that is true. I need to process any stimuli that comes my way. I need to process others' thoughts and others' feelings as well. I need to think about my feelings, actions, and thoughts before I can comprehend. Sometimes this takes me an hour… sometimes it may take me days… perhaps this is where the obsessive word comes in to play. But once I understand… it’s all good. Once I have processed… I have a clear vision. And I will admit that focusing them into one entry is much healthier for me than keeping them in a chaotic mess. This allows me to go back and fully comprehend my feelings and emotions and thoughts. When they are left in a chaotic mess… I can never fully get down to the deep, get down to why I’m feeling the way I’m feeling… or why something excites me… or why it scares me.


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