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amber2014 80T
325 posts
8/29/2014 7:29 am
8/29/14


Hi again

I wish to thank all of you for reading this blog.

It makes me think that I am saying something that you wish to hear.

I noticed this morning that over ten thousand (10,000) of you have viewed the poll but only a little over a hundred (100) have offered any comments.

To me this is interesting but I wonder:

Do you think the poll is interesting and follow it?

Do you agree with the poll results and feel no need to respond?

Or do you just stop by just because its a poll?

From some of the comments I have gotten to thinking about what I really want. Not just to the poll but to other parts of my blog as well.

Will I ever be ready to go out in public as amber?

Right now I can not answer that question.

I think I will but still have my doubts.

I do envy those of you that have made that decision and live your life as you really wish.

Some of you are very young, to some one at my age, and have already made that decision giving you a long life living as you wish. as you were meant to live.

Others are near my age and their experience varies from fairly new like me to having lived this way for a very long time.

Many of you have lived in public for many years and others re more like me in having hidden it for many years.

Then there are so many of you in the age bracket between the ones I mentioned above. Many of you have lived dressed and in public while others have led secret live.
All of you have been an inspiration to me and when I talk to you or read your comments I learn a little more, so me of which fits me.

I am sure that at least some of you know how confused I can be at times as I move toward my final decision.

Each step I make in that direction does seem to make me happier and a little les confused.

But I still seem committed to making such tiny baby steps.

I just hope that some day I will reach then end of my trip.

Thank you for reading my babble.

amber

amber2014 80T

8/29/2014 11:58 am

JJ
I know you support me no matter what and we do have feelings for each other.

I love you too you know that.

amber


amber2014 80T

8/29/2014 12:05 pm

MsJax

I am not sure I understand what you are saying.

Sis this post help you to see something you had not seen before?

Is it that many people have similar problems?

Or is it that I have no idea what is going on with me or alt?

I do realize that I am so very confused about my future and now I am confused by your comment.

Please help me to understand your comment.

Thank you,

amber


amber2014 80T

8/29/2014 4:08 pm

MsJax

Now it makes more sense.

Thank you for clearing this up for me.

amber



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