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funny thing loss I am heart broken, yet I did it to my self. I have struggled with this for 2months , am have discovered that I am not bitter, kind of strange. I do not want revenge, strange. that breaking of the heart will not change me basically, I will adjust how I do somethings , but will still give my belief in others freely. I gues we all (meaning Dominants ) feel we can not be hurt , I found out to the contrary , it is how I allowed myself to break my own heart with the loss of someone I held dear as a slave, a fem a person.. what hurt the most was not knowing why and being discard like so much trash, damn I thought I understood others who have experienced similiar experience of being tossed aside without so much as a fair thee well, now I know. there are some who will say cut the crying bleeding heart shit, you are a man , so deal with it. being a man does not make it easier to deal with pain. and this is how I am healing as well as with knowing there are others that still desire me. hopefully the future will make it so that this will guide me to have anyone else that may have grown to dislike, hate, or just not want to be bothered by me the the courtesy of saying so if not in person at least in writing. a dear john hurts but it does offer closure. Into life rain will fall , it may be bothersome but it cleans and heals. thanks for the forum to be able to express whatever you think is here. |
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11/18/2015 4:32 am |
You are a good man, and interesting.
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Your introspection seems to have made some closure possible for You. Nonetheless, Your pain and suffering were almost palpable in Your blog post(s). May You continue to heal and be well, MatuDMT. thirst
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