To.....someone special! Mar 25, 2008 7:57 am 138 Views This is to the one special women out there that (d)will send(u)me a(m)message or (b)e-mail (l)so that (o)we may (n)can chat.)(d)I do believe(e)that you (666)are exactly what(grins)I have been wanting and longing for! 0 Comments

Just wondering! Mar 7, 2008 6:50 am Mood: optimistic, 134 Views I have been wondering lately If I could or would meet someone special to make my half of my heart hole again.I know it is diffucult to meet someone when your life is revolving 2 business,but I do believe that i have more to offer to that person.I do think it may and will happen..when and someday.only shit I don't know .I going on 7 yrs of solatarie confinment(lol)It's been hard but I do believe maybe I will find the other half of my heart that has been turn into stone! 0 Comments

Having this dream. Jan 24, 2008 7:23 am Mood: hopeful, 188 Views Well there's a lady out there.i would and to have become me sub.But the one thing that seperates us is she lives 1400 miles from me.WHAT SHOULD I DO? 1 comment

Well,,,It;s a new year! Jan 11, 2008 5:49 am Mood: cheerful, 179 Views With this new year ,I'm hoping to making some changes in my life that with inhance and improve the quality and enjoyment that I have been seeking.I know the I onething I have to control is the amount of time I give to my business and start trying to get more enjoyment out of life.With that in mind I hope to find the right person that will make me the more better and dom that I believe i should be.Thx for the friends I chat with just for being there to listen to the stuff i have to go through in life. 0 Comments

Jeannie Dec 4, 2007 8:14 am Mood: hopeful, 277 Views Yes I am waiting for the day when we meet.But most people don't understand working diffrent hrs and me having crazy time now with the holiday craziness.I do look forward when we meet. 1 comment

Was feeling blue! Oct 31, 2007 7:36 am Mood: grateful, 211 Views I'm really disappointed about the stupid comments I posted yesterday.I was feeling alittle bit down and decided to take it out on the good people that I have chatted with.I just want to say that I'm sorry,If I affended anyone by the comments forgive me.I hope that everyone does understand that,having a bad day does disquialify from being a friend? 0 Comments

Well........I think I have decided Oct 30, 2007 9:21 am Mood: disappointed, 209 Views Just like the title suggests I have decided to take myself out of the action.Why..you may ask is that I believe that no matter what you send or chat with someone ,putting your best foot forward,it seems that nobody with sent back just a no thank you e-mail.So I have decide that It' not worth my time and effort to send any more e-mail to people wink or hotlist me.I do believe that if everyone was to have someone in ther life...why in the hell does it take so f-ing long for someone just to send a e-mail back?So at this point i have deciced to leave for a duration..It is of my own choice.because I do believe that not evryone does have someone for them.I believe that some are meet to be single and alone. 0 Comments

Well ...I just want to explore things! Oct 16, 2007 8:24 am Mood: hopeful, 215 Views Well...I have been thinking of alot of things lately,just wondering if I really cut out to be in this life style.I do believe I'm cut above.but it's hard to meet people when you work nights and sleep during the days.I have wondered if just that I have this f-d up lifestyle that will not allow me to meet some of the wonderful (hope)to say friends that I have chat with in the chat rooms.I now I should try to get the time off to go to events,but when it's your name and reputation on the line for catering.Should for go the later to meet or should just hope that one day.I will be able to meet my friends in the chat room or should I just give up and let the wind blow it bye. 0 Comments

Having this dream. Sep 27, 2007 10:13 am 221 Views I having this dream for the last couple of weeks.Ihave been working at night.but when I go outside for a smoke there is this lovely and sexy brunette wit the deepest brown eyes I have ever seen.Beautiful...she is from her demore statue and she has a look the can take a Dom for being on top to allowing himself to submissive to her.The only thing is that I don't know if this women is reel.or just a imagine that i have a women that will submitt to me.All I know is that I believe she is out there waiting for me or I'm waiting for her.I do believe it will happen.when.I don't know or maybe she does? 0 Comments

Well ...I just want to explore things! Sep 19, 2007 9:11 am Mood: cheerful, 219 Views I'm writing this with some deep concerns and reservations.I have been wondering what it would take for some to contact me for meeting?Is it something in my profile or chatting with me in chat rooms,that makes me undesirable to someone?Have i done something to make me a lower form of life to meet?I do believe that I have something to offer to a special person,but that person should try to make the effort to atleast give it a shot!I know I would,but I know I'm limited bye me membership,but I don't think that should be a catalist for someone not trying to meet?All I'm doing is just voicing my opinion on something.I would like to meet someone.I know me working nights and 85% work days.but I must believe somewhere out there....someone wants to meet. 0 Comments

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