Trail of Crumbs

Free-associative ramblings of a silly, sassy, nasty girl.

When in Rome... Sep 16, 2009 2:21 pm
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it took me five years to break down and throw away my cassette tapes in favor of cd's, so, cut me some slack ok

here's a lil spot where you can leave a note for my eyes only. i promise not to tell anyone...'cept maybe my pup. i tell her everything
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douche May 5, 2010 8:48 am
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[mn00333] is the most unscrupulous, self-consumed piece of garbage this side of the mississippi! if he should cross your path beware.

his capacity for self-delusion is unparallelled and the lies he tells (and no doubt believes) are nothing short of malignant fantasy. I gave him everything I had and he spat on it. oh, he talks a good game; quite the salesman but don't be fooled, little ones - he's dangerous. he lied to me, he stole from me, he hit me and verbally/emotionally abused me. he tore me down to my core and left me a bloody stump. when I finally woke up and ran away I had to stay in a battered women's shelter because he'd isolated me so completely and lured me away from my family and anything familiar. he had the audacity to call me there and ask me for money. he has taken everything and left me destitute. my family, my home, my step-son (who I loved and will continue to love as my own), my safety and security. he is a cancer, a pox a disease and I was a fool to allow him stewardship of my heart.
BEWARE
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sight Feb 24, 2010 8:19 am
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the gift received
unexpected
can be so much
more precious

so very wise
then must it be
to expect less
embrace more

truly blessed
are those who see
beauty in all
rejoicing
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Happy Dec 31, 2009 1:29 pm
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Happy New Year Everybody!

Have fun and be safe...

see you on the other side of the decade.
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it's done Dec 15, 2009 6:12 pm
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... what more needs to be said?
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building Sep 20, 2009 6:54 am
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i feel like building something. i want to draw the plans and check the measurements meticulously. i want to smell the sweet aroma of fresh sawdust. i want to drill holes and drive screws and paint and seal. i want to make something out of nothing. i want to create...
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ambition Sep 9, 2009 6:52 am
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i'm thinking about the future a little bit but mostly i'm thinking about now. yesterday is gone gone gone and good riddance to it. i'm starting to become dissatisfied with my wardrobe but that will be relieved by the coming of autumn. out come the sweaters and tights - it's the only time of year that i can comfortably wear miniskirts. i'll always want something. i think that's healthy. content is fine but it doesn't mean satisfied. i have to work on the coffee table. we got a new coffee maker. it has a timer. that's nice. any tips on winning the lottery?
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bumps Aug 26, 2009 11:10 am
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the trigger can be a phrase or a single word; maybe even a certain accent or tone of voice; a peculiar way of pronouncing something - a speck of a thing - and, though it's feather light, it can be enough to tip the balance. at once the pulse quickens. so, counter with deep breathing. if unsuccessful, one may flush or feel overheated followed by an empty, echoing feeling in the center of the abdomen - that's what it feels like physically - for me.

once you feel it. once you're knee deep in it, how do you put on the brakes?

let's avoid the head on collision tonight, Darling, shall we?
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good Aug 12, 2009 12:26 pm
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i feel good. nothing really hurts. i am relaxed. my work is done. the storage table is too heavy to get the full benefit of the gliders i adhered to it's feet. i don't really like starbucks coffee; their concoctions are fine (tasting...if you like that sort of thing - sweet!) but their regular coffee tastes burned. bananas are the pushiest of the fruits. i think i like glass because it has to burn and become malleable before it can become something of value (beauty, function, whatever floats yer boat); i can relate. that, and it always remains liquid an awfully hard liquid but, still. a view would be nice. my dog takes little wakes during her daily nap. shrimp and chicken is surf and turf it's just a different kind. i drove 13 hours (would have been less if i hadn't missed a really important exit) to see my folks and 13 hours back (would have been less if i hadn't initially set my tom tom to take the "shortest route" which immediately curled me deep into the forest on rutted dirt roads with grass growing up between the tire tracks. not exactly tan sedan territory). home is mellower than it's been in a long time. i've been doing elementary yoga. i like it.
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do you DO? Jun 18, 2009 12:14 pm
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what do you do FOR your partner? don't count the stuff you'd be doing anyway, like going to work or keeping the house; you'd do that if you were alone. so, no cheating now; think about it! what do you DO?
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