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My Blog

These are just thoughts, desires and poems I have had/worked on through the years. I hope all enjoy them in one way or another...*laughs*

Beauty of My Night
Posted:Feb 7, 2020 8:38 pm
Last Updated:Jun 13, 2020 11:20 am
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I want bring you within the depths of My abyss
see the throne where I write with the blood
of My muse in the black of night

All that come
homage for entering My
kingdom,
domain

The blackness of Night sharpens
bringing all sensations the surface
darkness kindles
awaken the imagination

Silently
Silently the senses

Throw away defenses
slowly

gently

The blackness unfurls the splendor
grasp it
sense it

Tremulous tender
ready for the muse
awake within
The composer or poet of the Night

Turn My muse away from the blaring light of day
Bring your thoughts, My muse
open up

your darkest thoughts.

Purge yourself of all the chains
that held you
the light before
Let the muse in you soar
as it has never soared before

Come into the darkness of
dark dark soul
see the beauty of the Night
take My hand as you leave the garish
light behind
let your spirit take flight and soar

Love as you have never loved before
softly
deftly
the muse within shall caress envelope you
listen to it
feel it secretly possessing you

Open your mind
Let fantasies unwind
In the darkness that you will come to know
you cannot fight

Let your mind start the journey
through this strange world
all thoughts of what you knew before

forgotten

let your soul bring you the
point you have longed be

let go of the past bring your muse
holding
floating
sweet intoxication

Trust
savor all sensations
Let your darker side come
see the beauty of Night

Embrace Me
and I will teach you
all you have yet to learn

Let My night envelope you
Love you as I do
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Defeat
Posted:Dec 18, 2016 3:03 am
Last Updated:May 31, 2020 11:07 am
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You defeat me

Take me...

Twist me...

Make me scream from the sheer want of....

of you......

I'm falling and...

there;s no other place I want to descend...

than into you...

your arms...

your mind...

your soul....

Engulf me completely!

I am yours for the taking....

If I start to back away now...

it isn;t from lack of...

want...

desire...

need, but from...

my own internal...

fear

Fear of....

rejection...

hurt...

the impact with no cushion...

no reassurance...

no love!

I;m not sure I understand the concept of that word...

can it be explained...

taught....

really expressed?
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AYNYA'S SHINY MAILBOX
Posted:May 31, 2020 4:04 am
Last Updated:Jun 3, 2020 12:13 am
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. I found this another's as a way for us communicate here while Alt works some of the new bugs.

This site seems make it nearly impossible for some members communicate. Even when members have plenty of points and are obeying rules when they do try, often they have trouble with messages being blocked, etc. So, I have this post.

If you wish a private message that others can't see, this post is set so you can do that.

If you'd like RECEIVE private messages, you can make a post like "shiny new mailbox" your own blog, where others can answer you.

Here's how:

Go your blog.
Click "add a post".

Type your desired title, (such as mine being "Aynyas mailbox")

Type your message text, (such as mine being this long explanation you are reading now)

"sticky post", select where you want it located in your blog (most pick "top", so your new mailbox stays where others can find it easily)

" can view this post", if you set it " Alt members", then people outside the site can't read, by accessing it through some search engine, anywhere on the web.

"I want pre-review..." if you select " responses before they show ", then no the site can read it, except you. Any messages you receive will stay here, you delete them.

Click the "Add" button, and then, go back and check your blog. You should now have a way others can you a private message or answer you left on their blog.

Caution: When you do receive a message from someone, once you've read it, make sure "delete this comment". If you select "approve this comment so others can see it", EVERYONE will be able to read it, not just the person left the message. goes for selecting "add a comment" or "quote" or "respond" on the left side. Those will cause it to appear, EVERYONE, not just the person left a private message. So go THEIR blog and hopefully they'll have a mailbox where you can them an answer.
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Another day in AynyaLand *laughs*
Posted:Mar 30, 2020 8:17 am
Last Updated:May 28, 2020 12:20 am
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Ahh yes, another day of talking, of looking, of seeking those that are real and true to the Realm of Truth and Light is that you? Do you think you can pass muster? Live within the confines of My strict yet grasp? I am looking for male and female slaves. females need to be of birthing age, willing to be bred and kept milking (after contact is made we can discuss the details at length). All slaves work to help support the household or have an income of some kind. I post a list of in house and outdoor chores every week so that each slave clearly understands what they are to accomplish that day and/or week. All slaves will also be sessioned and that too will be listed so that they know when to be at the appointed area.

I too have responsibilities to My slaves and these I take extremely seriously. I will keep all slaves safe and healthy at all cost to Me. I will make sure that all debts are paid and paid off in a timely manner. We will always have food on the table (or in your bowl if you are a kennel bitch) *smiles* I will not sell or trade any of My slaves after they have entrusted My with their lives and care and received My brand (tattoo). I may share a slave when I host for other dominants however I will not leave My slave alone with anyone. This is to ensure that no harm is done to My slave. I love each of My slaves for they have given Me the greatest gift any one person could ever give to another...trust of life.
I view My slaves as a family and at times we do things as a family.

I do hope this enlightens those that read this far and I look forward to hearing from those that it touches.
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Looking For...
Posted:Feb 13, 2020 4:06 am
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2020 7:15 pm
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I am looking for slaves, not submissives but true and real slaves, if you don't understand the true difference then contact Me with a message or if you can't message, give Me a flirt and I will contact you.

I am looking for males and females the females need to be between the ages of 20 and 40. Some females are for a male dominant friend for simple play. Mine would be for sessions, breeding, and milking. Nipples will be elongated, udders will be kept milking, there will be ropework and suspension. For further questions, please Contact Me. Older females will be considered for sessions and domestic service.

male slaves still being accepted. I am a sadist so keep that in mind. Relocation a must. Skills a plus! Contact or flirt and I will answer.
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Sweet Surrender
Posted:Feb 6, 2020 6:55 pm
Last Updated:Feb 12, 2020 7:20 pm
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The tempo is low
the bodies in the room sway

Eyes are closed, except for a few
I find them as they find Me

They give a small soft smile
I tilt My head and gently begin to sway with the tempo

Raising My hand as they match My movements
making their way through the crowd

Snapping My gloved fingers
four bodies move from behind Me
and into the crowd

Gently bringing those moving to Me forward
I look each one over
leaning forward and whisper in each ear

Do you surrender to Me as slave to serve?

At their nod, they are taken from the room.
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Someone
Posted:Feb 5, 2020 7:00 pm
Last Updated:Feb 5, 2020 7:17 pm
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As a , I wandered through each day with a feeling of loss.
Not sure where I had been or what the future held.
But I grew and thrived with each new dawning.

I remember playing the game for each person I encountered.
One for one and this for that.

I existed...
I tired of the game and ran, fighting to remain and stay alive...

I was found
I was trained
I was as a sponge, soaking up all that made sense to Me...
finally I was seeing within Myself, My soul, My heart were healing,
becoming one with Mother Earth and the Realm of Truth and Light
were guiding Me ever homeward.

As I grew into my years, I wandered through each day with
a feeling of peace, but knowing I still had much to learn and experience.

Wondering who I had been as a , not sure of what the future
held.
But I continued to grow and my anger was gone. I had curiosity in its place.

I roamed and watched, between My lessons...thinking.

I was taken. I fought, I fought until a fog overtook My brain and I drifted down into the black oblivion called HELL!

I awoke to pain, unbearable pain and I screamed. Laughter reached My ears, as My brain cleared I realized that My screams only delighted those that held Me and the dominant within Me took over. They tortured Me, I felt My blood run, crust, break open, I was drug behind vehicles, buried alive, thrown in wells, had boiling water/oil poured over My skin, and My nails pulled out...these are a few of the tortures they enjoyed and I remained silent outwardly.

I was rescued eventually...2 years after I was taken, oh it felt so much longer than that, but that is what I was told, but it did not break Me. It made Me stronger. It improved My training and knowledge base and ability.

As young adulthood came to be I tried to go vanilla, I did not fit. I could not deny who I was conceived and birthed to be. It ended, and I came back to Myself and continue to be.

As midlife descends upon me, I wander through life.
Knowing who I am, and I am Proud

I hold My head high, I am Proud of My slaves and all accomplishments we have made together.

I finally realize...

I no longer merely exist...

I am someone.
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Valentine's Day
Posted:Feb 5, 2020 6:22 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2020 9:49 pm
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Valentine's Day is
for Lovers found
and lovers lost
in the intricate space
called time

I found my soul
in limbo
and you
made it pulse
with desire

One look
in your eyes
and I
was captured

Illusiveness
consumed
by the tempo
of our hearts
entwined
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Come to My Dark Abyss
Posted:Feb 3, 2020 7:52 pm
Last Updated:Mar 13, 2020 6:14 am
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Come to Me, hear My voice in your mind

as it burns within your soul

The power you feel, you can't deny even as you pull

you are drawn ever closer as I bring your dark passions pouring forth

you turn to run and find My web has you captured

Its invisible strands holding you tight like a lover
stroking you, caressing, kissing and wiping away your tears

Turn your face upward as the rain of the Night whispers down drenching your naked body
as the Music of the Night pours into your soul, balancing you upon the precipice as you slip with Me into the Darkness of My abyss.
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muse for My Dark Night
Posted:Feb 3, 2020 5:47 pm
Last Updated:Feb 4, 2020 6:08 am
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Flatter Me not yet littleone, for you have yet to enter My domain
you walk the trails of light as I watch you secretly from My darkened shadows
secretly
secretly
waiting, watching as you trip, fumble and stumble your way down the corridors
always looking behind you, silently wondering what you need
silently
silently
your senses abandon their defenses as you see Me emerge from the shadows
Night unfurls it splendor
grasp it sense it
Turn your face away from the garish light of day, your thoughts away from the cold, unfeeling light of day and...
Become My beautiful muse of Night.
I will open up My Dark Night and let your darkest dreams surrender to My waiting arms.
Just close your eyes and listen to the beauty of the Darkness of My Night.
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