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Searching
Posted:Oct 14, 2016 11:08 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 5:40 am
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My journey is long to find my slave/sub. I have had several men contact me to be under my feet but I am still looking. I hope to find that one slave/sub that I can connect with. To find the right one is just not saying I love to do item A and then find out that slave/sub has no interest in the item but wanted to say they did just to be with me. I don't want liars, cheats, or crazies. I want to be able to other things besides just playing with you
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Art show
Posted:May 1, 2016 3:08 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2016 11:00 am
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So one of the photographs that I took of my ex slave/husband was selected to be in the Biting the Apple erotic art show in Oklahoma City on May 7th. Now I will be looking for more models to take photographs of for next years contest. If you are in Oklahoma City or surrounding areas and would like me to photographs of you please message me.
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Me
Posted:Apr 10, 2016 9:15 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 5:40 am
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I wonder why everyone that has viewed me has found me to be attractive or beautiful. My ex did not think that because if he did he would not have hd trouble keeping himself hard when we had sex. He grew up viewing those BDSM videos that had the skinny ladies wearing the high heeled boots or shoes. When we meet he knew that i was plus sized and that i would never be skinny like those girls but he grew to love me and we became wife/husband/Mistress/slave but my health took a turn and he could not deal with that and helping me take care of my mother who is in a wheelchair. Even though we are divorced he still helps me out and my mother. I have seen him on here and other sites and i will never tell anyone his name, but he knows who he is and he knows that i still care for him and i want him to find the Mistress that will love him for him and not his money. Me i want to find my 24/7 slave and a few subs that are clause by me unless one catches my eye in another state and that i wan them to be here with me. I am still looking and i know i will find the right one. Also i have had one person donate to my gofundme account to help me raise money for a down payment on a house, but i would never put the link on here. Unless someone asks me for it I'm not looking for meant o give me money off of here.
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Life
Posted:Mar 19, 2016 11:55 pm
Last Updated:May 11, 2016 2:38 pm
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I want to know why i can not have good fortune. I sometimes hate that i have gone from not quite upper middle working class down to below the proverty level. I can't even afford to get a mortgage on a house. I wish sometimes that i could just win enough money to buy a nice house out right or even to put a down payment on a house
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House hunting
Posted:Mar 10, 2016 10:09 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2016 11:09 am
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so i have been house hunting and i have to tell you that it is so hard. I have to move out of this house by the end of June and i want to buy a home but i have not been able to get approved for a loan. If my alimony would go for at least 6 months more then i can get a pre approved for the house loan. But because my alimony stops in 2018 the loan people can not count that as income. So they had asked me to find someone to co-sign for me. I know that i will have to pay rent but finding someplace that will take my 3 dogs and two cats with out costing me an arm and a leg is next to impossible. I had set up a gofundme account to see if my friends or family could help with getting a down payment for a house but since i have had it up since December not one person has helped me. I really don't want to give my pets up to the animal control and trying to find a 3 bed/2 bath home that is under $700 a month is next to impossible. So me and my youngest have made stuff to sell on her Etsy site and i will have those up and ready to sell this weekend. I know I'm ranting but i have just over 2 months to find a place and then pay all my bills and since I'm on disability it sucks. All the while as my ex husband/slave will be going to the UK in May to visit his little Mistress. I hope when he gets there that she turns out to be an older bigger woman then me and then he will know what he is missing. Im sorry for going on and on but i have no one else other then my that have been trying to help and I'm just at my wits end. I need to win the lottery or at least about $75,000 to get a nice house. Hell i would even take $50,000 to get a decent house for me and my . I want someplace that i can put up security cameras and a new lock not some rental place that i can't change the locks and not knowing who can come into my house when I'm not there.
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Divorce
Posted:Feb 2, 2016 8:39 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2016 12:43 am
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So on Jan 28th, the divorce was granted by the judge. I also found out that he put his "new" Mistress on his bank account and he has not been with her for no longer then a month. So i say that he is being catfished since he has never meet her yet. So when he has all his money taken from him it will be all on him. I told him that a lot of Mistress on here just want your money and that is that. I saw one on another site that said. Must own your own house, Have a job that you make more then $50,000, Be single and no . Spend money and spoil me like i should be. That is the type of Mistress that only wants money and a sugar slave/boytoy. If you are my slave i ask for you to take me out to dinner or movie and if you want to give me money that is a gift from you. I want a slave that i can build a life with and not have other slaves that also give me money. I will also be off the Gold Member on the 4th. So please message me and i will send you my email.
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Soon
Posted:Jan 25, 2016 9:07 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 5:40 am
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Well on January 27th the papers will be approved by the judge and i will have lost my Slave. I wish him all the best and i let him know that he will always have a place in my heart
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Hello All
Posted:Jan 22, 2016 10:30 pm
Last Updated:Oct 14, 2016 11:09 am
58849 Views

Right now i am looking for friends to talk with and i have not decided if i will take on another slave.I wanted everyone to know that i am a Mistress that is going through a divorce with her slave/husband. I was not able to play and punish my slave like i should have. I have gone through some health problems that lead to me just leaving my slave in his chasity device for several months. When he told me that he wanted a divorce he brought up the fact we had not had sex in almost a year, but see when we got together he had a certain type of Mistress in mind. I took that place for 12 years, but he said that he fell out of love with me a few years ago. He claims that i did not listen to his dreams but if he would have come a talked to me about them, maybe we would not be getting the divorce. It has been hard to take care of my family by myself. Now in June i will be moving to a new house but i want to buy one here in Oklahoma City so that i don't have to get rid of any of my pets. I am disabled and i do have back issues but when i feel great then my slave will get attention, but when i am felling bad i will be getting the attention from my slave. I have three 26 year old , 20 year old and 17 year old . My and youngest live with me and my other lives with my mother to help her out. I am willing to be a key holder for those that are in a different state. But right now i just want friends.
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