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Being a deaf submissive...

Welcome to my blog!

I like giving but not recieving (am i strange?)
Posted:Jul 21, 2021 2:45 am
Last Updated:Jan 4, 2023 4:40 am
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I have never liked anyone to lick or put there head between my legs, i feel its a bit gross to do that but i really love to do oral on a man so so much, i know some men say they like to lick a pussy and say its nice but i think most of the time they do it because they want to make a girl happy?

i have never liked it being done to me and i dont find it sexy or enjoyable, am i weird, do most girls like it, should i just let someone do it, or should i be honest and tell them not to do it to me?

just interested to know what people think and if i'm weird for only liking going down on a man and not them licking me out?

** just a fresh thought. It Would be nice to find a man or have a boyfriend that didn't like going down on me, so i dont have to be mean to someone who enjoys doing it by saying no

there most be men out there who don't like licking a girl but love being sucked all the time? **
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lost 7 stone/98 lbs
Posted:Mar 25, 2021 3:42 am
Last Updated:May 31, 2022 4:43 am
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its been a while since i have blogged but i've been wanting do this for a while now because i finally have a body i can be proud of and have wanted for years. i have lost almost half my body weight since in the last couple of years, i was almost stone close to 200lbs and im only 5 foot tall so i was a size / dress size & very chubby and fat as most of you might remember and not very fit or healthy either. Iam now 7 stone 2 (about 100lbs) i have until lockdown been going the gym daily and even now when they are sht i do exercise daily i cycle anywhere from 25 miles a day too, im so proud of myself and if i can do it anyone can

DJ xXx

Adding pictures so you can see my body journey from the past 3-4 years









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Anal sex preperation?
Posted:Sep 13, 2016 5:35 am
Last Updated:Jul 1, 2021 3:44 am
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Ok just have to ask this as its something i have no knowledge of but after talking to some people and them admiring that part of me would like to try haha

I wash and shower most days so i'm a clean person but I've heard alot of people saying that before anal sex you have to have an enema to make sure everything is clean inside? It sounds quite umm whats the word 'invasive' and i'm guessing it would be a bit smelly, which might lead to the guy changing his mind about doing it?

i suppose what i'm asking is that alot of these sexual desires are spontanious, so to have to go through this beforehand seems a bit much? i'm guessing its because the guy might come out afterwards messy or smelly? or is it cos it feels nicer for the woman/man?

Sorry if i sound naive, I've experimented on my own (only with finger nothing scary big haha) and know it can feel a bit uncomfortable when something is inside and i don't know if this is normal but i feel the need to go/poo if something is in there. Would an enema let you relax more knowing you wouldn't have an accident?

DJ x
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Getting dumped hurts
Posted:Jul 21, 2016 1:18 am
Last Updated:Feb 6, 2022 1:36 am
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Ok spent the last month talking with someone i had so many feelings for and basically ignored a few nice messages and people on here to focus on him as we made future plans of meeting. ..

Only to get pretty much dumped this morning for a 'it's not you its me' kind of reason (i think?), he will probably read this and i hope he does but its hard to move on i don't get a lot of messages or interest in me and when i commit to someone i do it 100%

I know everyone goes through this at some point but if i knew what i did wrong at least i could make sure i don't do it again and learn from my mistakes. he stated distance between us, but the distance hasn't changed since we 1st spoke?

Then mentioned i showed too much skin in a picture i posted on facebook but although it was skimpy i wasn't showing any cleavage or anything and its been so hot here last 2 days most of the girls i know have posted bikini pics, i wouldn't even do that myself

I'l add the pic on here even tho i'm very very self conscious about my body and the size i am so you can make up your own minds.. would you be jealous or mad if your girlfriend or some one you were seeing posted this?
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A few Q's answered ;)
Posted:Jul 16, 2016 1:44 am
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2021 10:04 am
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Ok had about 3 messages asking how i became deaf in the first place. So have decided to do a follow up my 1st blog post to explain and i can always link it if i get asked again rather than go into auto type my history mode

I contracted bacterial meningitis when is was almost 4 years old. I can't remember much about it, other than everything seemed to speed up and i couldn't control my breathing and I remember flicking through pages of my comics and annuals but not really reading or looking at the pictures and feeling scared. It felt like a fever but its very hard to explain or put into words

After being taken to doctors in evening and being initially misdiagnosed things got worse through the night and by early hours of the morning my parents decided to take me straight to the hospital

Long story short I almost died haha but survived with some minor facial palsy and eventually hearing loss that became worse from the infection and because i was misdiagnosed, only thing i can describe it to is when u put your head down in a bath and eventually there's a pop and u can hear sounds but not clearly.

Spent next 2 years in and out of hospital having different types of coclear implants and electrodes fused, with various degree's of success and could still hear sound

then in my teens or maybe just before i had an infection that pretty much destroyed what was left of my nerves in the ear and became profoundly deaf and my speech started to deteriorate pretty quickly from then on

Now the world is a very quiet place (probably sounds good to some of you? haha) but sometimes when i dream i can hear and talk like i used to, which apparently isn't as weird as it sounds after speaking to my speech therapist

So there you go this is as much for me as it is for anyone reading it but feel free to comment I know potentially i could be shot down for being so open but I've spent most of my life being bullied and its only made me more determined and stronger as a person

Dj x
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1st ever blog..Judgment day?
Posted:Jul 15, 2016 1:03 am
Last Updated:Dec 26, 2021 10:15 am
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Ok here goes...

Being deaf and using a keyboard mostly as my only social outlet, it can be so hard to add meaning to written words. I don't really ever use the Sir/Master thing or the D/s thing but i do use the odd emote. I remember my speech therapist saying to me around 70% of communication is through gestures and body language and facial expression (Tho she may have told me this to cheer me up haha)

Although I'm sure a lot is lost in translation when > I/we < type, for some of us its our primary language even tho we are far from perfect at it and don't always know how to reply in a socially submissively acceptable or passively positive way

I'm naturally a very passive, submissive creature and not confident when I'm approached in day to day life be people i don't already know as facial expressions a lot of the time turn very quickly when they realize I am different to a look of confusion or despair like I am from another planet haha

Please don't read this as a cry for help, its just me venting small frustrations about daily barriers i have...

Hope to continue this blog and I guess to some it may be dull and boring but if anyone wants to comment positively or negatively on this you are more than welcome

Dj xx
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