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oh wish you were online now
Posted:Oct 5, 2020 2:18 pm
Last Updated:Aug 26, 2023 4:52 pm
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........ here are my thoughts ......I actually "broadcasted myself" skype (not sure if my Mistress was watching) for about 2-3hrs, which included nipple & (my small) breasts suction, swelling them as my as possible without causing blisters, wearing & adjusting my cock ring & continually stroking / smacking my cock ... getting it harder & harder, placing different clamps on my nipples, during the session all my precum was drained into my coffee occasionally dipping the cock head into the coffee causing more precum to drip into the coffee. I then had my Mistress come online telling me that she love my nips, she then asked if I had a dildo , asked me to lube it , spread my legs so she could see insert it into my arse & keep sliding it in & out slowly until she said stop, "now leave it in and sit properly". she asked what other toys I had, She said she had not seen the Tower of Pain & asked put it , once on & my nipples stretched out firmly with the clover clamps, she instructed do a few turns at a time whilst gently & slowly stroking my cock & keep draining my precum into the coffee cup. this went for about -20mins (due the cock ring being so tight it was taking ages cum). My nipples were stretched out so far & starting really hurt. she then told drink the coffee & make sure I lick the precum out of the cup. She then told stroke my cock faster & cum - it took about 5mins explode with cum going everywhere. She thanked & went offline. I was exhausted but really LOVED IT - got rid of soooo many built frustrations.
I LOVE BEING USED LIKE THIS
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My Nipple/Breast torment
Posted:Jun 21, 2020 5:06 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2021 5:26 pm
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Evening Miss,
I carried your task this morning, pumped up my nipples/small breast first so as to duplicate a breasts, I then placed each spiked pad onto my nipples & pulled a halter top over the pads to hold them in place, after hitting the pads 60 times on each nipple, which hurt more & more each time (glad I only did it 60 times) then rubbed each of the spiked the pads into my nipples, scratching quite a bit, can feel the heat being created on them.

In fact I am still in my office wearing the spiked pads as I work, your absolutely right the pins bite into my nipples the longer I wear it especially after hitting them every mins; I will continue to do this for the next 2hrs so as to suffer as you require.
Every time I breathe or turn to do something the pins bite into my nips ... glad it is only for 2hrs.
hope your /evening went well, mine was a bit different due to this punishment.
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being obedient
Posted:Oct 14, 2019 7:17 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2021 5:24 pm
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you come online & tell me to go onto skype put on my cam,
video & voice ... once again stating "I want to
just watch / hear your voice, just chat as I tell you what
to do. Yes Miss ... “Why are you dressed ? Remove your clothes you know your
supposed to be naked when in front of me !!” …… yes
Miss “you look nice in those jocks but I need to see that cock
of yours & how it is doing …. Get them off !! that’s
better, mmmm …. bit of precum already, what are you supposed
to do with your precum?” I am not allowed to dribble, supposed to use my finger &
place all my precum onto my tongue then swallow it Miss !!
“GOOD BOY, I like it when you obey my wishes, make sure
you keep obeying !! …….. yes Miss “you like it when I play with you, don’t you ?” ……
yes Miss “love the way your nipples stick out, we will have to attend
to them but for now your cock & balls need a bit of attention,
get your cock ring & I want it done up tight but just around
your balls” ……. Yes Miss “Oh that looks a lot better ….. don’t dribble BOY”
…. No Miss (as I use my finger to scoop up the precum from
the head of my cock into my mouth) “Now I want you to grab a drink & we will chat for a while,
don’t want you to die of thirst before I’ve finished
with you …. I want this to be a long session” … yes Miss
(I get a beer & we chat about general things for a few
mins … then all of a sudden …) “oh, I forgot about your nipples, silly me ….. love
the way those nipples of yours stick out, hope you brought
along a few toys like I have told you to when travelling!!
what do you have that you could clamp onto them?” ……
I bought along some pegs, clamps with weights & have
some fairly strong office bull clips, 2 sizes Miss. “ok, lets try the office bull clips, the smaller ones”
… yes Miss. “that looks better, perhaps a couple of pegs on your ball
sack …. Mmmm ….. good boy, nice, now get another beer
& keep drinking I need you to drink lots & don’t
DRIP” ….. yes Miss. (we chat & drink for a while,
my precum being fed into my mouth, my nipples hurting through
the tension of the bullclips on my nipples, my balls turning
a deeper pink colour). “I think it’s time to sort out that cock of yours ….
such a sorry sight, we need to straighten him up !! Get some
duct tape & tape your cock so it is stretched upward
as far as it will go & run the tape from your left to right
hip holding your cock against your stomach with the head
of your cock above the tape” ….. yes Miss. “good boy, keep drinking, now just stay like that while
we chat a little & don't forget not to let the precum
dribble but I want to see lots before you use your finger
as I said before. Relax my dear !! … Yes Miss ..... I need to go to the toilet Miss may I ?? “Oh, just what I’ve
been waiting for yes you may BUT I WANT PIC’S & your
to do it in the shower, just stand in the shower & let
yourself go, I want it ALL over you & DON’T wipe it
off (your thinking … oh I wish I could see you on cam in there
watching you degrade yourself) … yes Miss (I return to
the couch & post the pic’s to you). “there are great but your pissing yellow your dehydrated
& need to drink more beer” … yes Miss. “I noticed that it didn’t go over your body as much as
I wanted it to, we need something to push your cockhead backwards
into your stomach, find something quick & place it
behind the shaft of your cock” yes Miss (I search for something
& find an empty correcter tape dispenser & show
it to you) “that’s perfect, love the shape …. mmm … we may
be able to use that later but for now place it behind your
cock & keep drinking boy” …. yes Miss. “I’ll be back in a little while …. Keep drinking &
make sure you leave the cam on …. I could be watching you”
…. Yes Miss.
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love nipple suction
Posted:Mar 25, 2018 4:37 pm
Last Updated:May 30, 2021 5:28 pm
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nipple pumping provides me with both stimulation & frustration -
tends to create stimulation creating precum pending on the amount of time the tubes/cups are on my nipples.
The suction also enlarges my nipples to allow the nipples to become larger/longer to support torment of placing clamps, weights, pulling on my nipples but also if left on tooo long can create secretion / blisters which can take a week or so to heal hence reminding me of what/how the activity happened & the person that instructed it.
the masochistic male should just "put up with" whatever is desired/required ....
your thoughts / actions?.
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my morning routine
Posted:Oct 16, 2015 10:00 pm
Last Updated:Jul 8, 2017 2:59 pm
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I sleep naked & must stay naked all the time in & outside of my house unless I go to work/out somewhere ..... my nipple suction exercises start off with placing a 1"cylinders on each nipple for about 15-20mins ... they grow about 1" longer ....I then have my first coffee, then while watching the news and after checking my emails take off the cylinders & pull, twist each nipple to ensure they have become hard ... during this time my cock is usually oozing out precum onto my leg. I then place suction cups onto my small breasts & pump up my breasts/nipples to as much as I can take, making them swell out about 1" & my nipples another 3/4" then make a 2nd coffee ... doing this frustrates me but feel it is important to keep my nipples hard for any women whom want me to abuse them as they watch my predicament. If feeling very horny I place a cock ring around the base of my cock/balls on the tightest setting which frustrates my sexual urges even more, making my cock extremely hard but I cannot cum with the cock ring so tight .... suffer Ian. I then quite often after the suction cups have been removed place the cylinders back on & repeat the initial process for about 15mins but after that place pegs or teethed clamps onto my nipples for various lengths of time sometimes adding weights to abuse them even more whilst I walk around my house ... period of time for "my punishment" varies & is dependant whether a woman is telling me what, how they wish to see my nipples, cock, balls, etc be abused.
Have a lovely weekend xx
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Braodcasting
Posted:Aug 30, 2015 3:50 pm
Last Updated:Sep 26, 2020 3:27 am
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I actually "broadcasted myself" on alt instant messenger for about 2-3hrs, yesterday in the morning WAST, which included nipple & (my small) breasts suction, swelling them up as my as possible without causing blisters, wearing & adjusting my cock ring & continually stroking / smacking my cock ... getting it harder & harder, placing different clamps on my nipples, during the session all my precum was drained into my coffee occasionally dipping the cock head into the coffee causing more precum to drip into the coffee. I then had a girl message through the instant messenger telling me that she love my nips, she then asked if I had a dildo , asked me to lube it up, spread my legs so she could see me insert it into my arse & keep sliding it in & out slowly until she said stop, "now leave it in and sit properly". she asked me what other toys I had, She said she had not seen the Tower of Pain & asked me to put it on, once on & my nipples stretched out firmly with the clover clamps, she instructed me to do a few turns at a time whilst gently & slowly stroking my cock & keep draining my precum into the coffee cup. this went on for about 15-20mins (due to the cock ring being so tight it was taking me ages to cum). My nipples were stretched out so far & starting to really hurt. she then told me to drink the coffee & make sure I lick ALL the precum out of the cup. She then told me to stroke my cock faster & cum - it took me about 5mins to explode with cum going everywhere. She thanked me & went offline. I was exhausted but really LOVED IT - got rid of soooo many built up frustrations.
I LOVE BEING USED LIKE THIS ..... mmmm
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extremely horny
Posted:Aug 28, 2015 9:33 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 4:25 pm
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break time well & truly over - need to please a woman & be used by one for her amusement
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Having a break!
Posted:Apr 13, 2009 3:37 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 4:25 pm
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Well just come back from the north now off to Perth for a while to ahve a well earned break .. hoping to meet up with some friends that I have met on here.
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Almost 12months
Posted:Dec 12, 2008 5:37 pm
Last Updated:Dec 22, 2008 6:33 pm
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It's been almost 12 months since I wrote.

Been a pretty full on year, still finding lots of things to try both in the dominate and submissive rolls.

I feel that I tend to be more submissive [especially via cam; I enjoy extremely being told what to do and being used especially by more than one woman at a time, I have found that when there is more than one woman in control they are more mischevious... never know what to expect next]......

but, in saying that I also have a strong desire to push a woman / women to her/their limits .

So conclusion after all these years, I am definately a "switch".

Best to all for the Xmas/Festive 2009 season.

ianmidwest
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xmas-what to do?
Posted:Dec 24, 2007 4:29 pm
Last Updated:Feb 19, 2009 5:48 am
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Have decided to go to the 'big" smoke for Xmas - Perth West Australia that is. what to do? who to see? guess I'll just take it as it cums! Try to catch up with some old friends, probably meet some new ones, you never know. no plans, no limits, just go with the flow! To everyone out there have a great festive season, look after others and share goodwill. Take care and enjoy life.
Ian
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