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Eccentric Esoterica & Erotica

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WELCOME
Posted:Jul 19, 2016 5:28 pm
Last Updated:Jul 26, 2016 12:05 pm
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Here you will find whatever manages to escape my brain. It may be prose and poetry or random rants and raves. I invite you to find your own meaning in these words. You are welcome to comment as well. My personal interpretations however will remain just that.
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One Fateful Night
Posted:Jul 30, 2016 6:37 pm
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 3:55 pm
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I suppose I always knew you'd eventually do it. I still don't know why it came as such a surprise. You gotta know though that I loved you and hated you at the same time that night. Oh and the love we made afterwards...well...you remember that. But I suppose that memory has made you forget what you did to me earlier that night. I guess in your mind the ends justified the means. So since I can still get off on the memory of that night, I thought I'd write it down so that maybe you could too.

You came into my room dressed to kill. You knew that you'd turn me on just the way you were dressed. As you climbed onto the bed you put your finger to your lips telling me, "Sshh...we are gonna have a lot of fun tonite." You knew I would not question you. We've played these games before. I never gave it a second thought when you brought out the chains and cuffs. You laid the chain under me and then locked my hands pretty close to my sides. As I was thinking it would still be fairly easy to move my arms where I wanted you blindfolded me. I still remember the way your voice sounded as you told me, "I hope you can remember what you saw. You won't be seeing it again for a while. But remember, We are going to have lots of fun." It was a bit strange how you emphasized the "we" but I really just didn't think too much of it.

"You have some work to do for me." you said as you climbed onto the bed. "I want you to stay quiet and don't say anything. You will know what to do when the time comes." As you gave me my instructions you reached down and started to stroke my cock. I got hard instantly. You began alternating between stroking it and tickling my balls. Once my desire was built to a point just before I would explode you just stopped. You didn't touch me anywhere. After a few minutes I felt you moving on the bed again. I couldn't be sure but it almost felt as if you were standing with your feet on either side of my head.

That is when I noticed a new sound. It took a few minutes for me to realize you were standing above me shoving your fingers or some toy in and out of your pussy. From the sound of it you were quite worked up. "I bet you'd like some of this, wouldn't you?" you ask. I answer yes and I hear you giggle. You have sat down on my chest and are now asking me, "Are you sure you want some of this?" Again I say. "Yes." You answer me back with, "Too bad, you have to earn it first." With that you turn around and I feel your mouth on my cock. Again I am rock hard in seconds. You delight in bringing me close to coming and stopping. After the third or fourth time you promptly just get up. I feel you climb off the bed. The next thing I feel is you grabbing my legs and moving me toward the edge of the bed. Once you are satisfied with where you have me you put cuffs on my ankles and attach them to my wrists. Reaching down and caressing my cock and balls you comment on how you like me being so accessible. As your fingers trail further down you touch my ass with your finger pointing out that it is easily accessed too. Once more you bring me close to cumming and stop.

You have left me alone and I am left to wonder if you are even still in the room? Suddenly out of nowhere something ice cold is laid on my cock. It quickly shrinks my erection. I hear you giggling again. The cold gets lifted from my cock and I soon realize you are putting my cock in its cage. "You won't be needing that tonight." And as you grab my balls rather roughly you tell me, "But, I will be putting these to good use." There you go again with the giggling. You are playing with the cage and I can't tell for sure what it is you are doing. You explain that you are putting a condom over the cage. You ask if I'd like to know why and I answer yes. You simply say, "I know you're going to leak and we can't have anything wasted." I am not sure what that means. Again you are giggling.

I feel you climb back on the bed straddling my head again. Suddenly my balls burst in pain from the grip that has been placed on them. As I open my mouth to react something is shoved inside. I quickly realize I can no longer close my mouth. As that realization hits me a cock enters my mouth. It moves slowly in at first. Stopping to make sure it rubs everywhere inside my mouth it can reach. At the same time I feel something at my ass. As I am penetrated from both ends I hear you saying, "Go ahead and leave your first load in the toy. I want to have a good long fuck so I don't want you cumming too soon. Besides, fucking the toy gets me so worked up I'm gonna really need a good hard fucking. And don't be afraid to take what you need. If you need your cock in its throat to cum then that's what you'll do. Just make sure the load stays in the toy. I told you I had a great way to get us both going."

I lay there listening to you. I cannot stop any part of what is happening. Worse yet is you are talking to some guy and referring to me as if I am just some object. A sex doll to be used. As you both fuck me from either end you lean forward and make out with each other making sure I know from the sounds you are making. All of a sudden the cock in my mouth pulls back and unloads. I get a mouthful that feels like it would drown me. It comes all the way out and I feel cum hit my face around my nose and mouth. As you drive your strapon into me a few more times you comment that the partial facial looks nice and should be left there. You push the strapon deep inside me and somehow step out of it. You then use the harness to secure it so it stays in my ass.

"I'm ready for that fuck now." I hear you tell him. You are both now on the bed. Next thing I know you are laying next to me as he fucks you. "I told you that you wouldn't need it tonight. I have all I need right here in me. Oh he is so much bigger than you. Fucks me harder too. He fucks me like he wants my pussy. Baby make me moan. Make me scream. Show my toy what happens to a woman when a real cock fucks her." From there you say nothing more to me as he fucks you for what seems like forever. I can tell from the sounds you are making that he is doing well at satisfying you. When you both are done you ask me, "Do you still want my pussy? Think before you answer. If you say no it is very possible you will never get it again. Is that a chance you are willing to take? Do you want my pussy still?" I answer you "Yes."

"Would you please show my toy what my pussy tastes like?" I hear you ask. "Wait a sec", you say and then I feel the open mouth gag being removed. Leaning close to my ear you whisper to me, "You clean him real good for me and maybe you can earn some pussy. Disappoint me and I'll find three other guys to come use my toy however they choose for the entire night. If I do that I will run off with my lover here and spend the night with him getting fucked over and over. If you want me happy you best clean him as if his cock was the best thing in the world."

I feel his cock at my lips. It is soft this time. I open my mouth and taste your pussy as I lick him clean. You tell me, "C'mon put some love in it. Suck all the juices off. Mine and his. Oh and don't forget the balls too!" So I do as instructed and find him growing hard in my mouth again. At this point you tell him, "OK out you go. My turn!" As you sit down over my face you tell me that I am to get you as clean as you were before any of this started. You want no traces of him or you left behind. Sitting there I hear you talking to him again. "Oh baby I am so sorry. I didn't realize he'd get you all hard again. We need to do something about that. I'd love to fuck again but I'm still dirty. Wait a min! I know!"

With that I feel the strapon being undone and removed from my ass. It is being replaced by his cock. You encourage him to fuck me as hard as he wants while telling me I should be paying attention to how a real man fucks. You tell me I have plenty of time to learn cuz you don't think he'll be cumming any time soon and he ain't stoppin until he does. Then you say to me, "I hope your ass can handle it."

While he is fucking me you stick your fingers down between my mouth and your pussy and determine you are all clean. God knows how many orgasms you have had. I feel you playing with the cage again. You are taking the condom off of it. I hear you say, "Open wide" as you put a finger to my lips. You then dump the conents of the condom into my mouth as he cums in my ass. I feel the strapon being slid back in my ass and secured. "Can't have you leaking on the bed while I'm gone.", you say. And you walked out the door. I have no idea how long you were gone nor what you did in that time to this day.

You have always told me since then that the day you tell me what happened will come with a price that I will have to pay for your amusement. I have decided I am ready to see what that knowledge will cost me. (you always knew I'd give in to wanting to know what happened)

PS - please tell me...what it is I'll be doing to amuse you...
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Random Thoughts
Posted:Jul 25, 2016 5:29 pm
Last Updated:Jul 25, 2016 5:32 pm
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Grown men should not be having sex with prostitutes unless they are married to them. - Jerry Falwell

So did MR Falwell actually think before he made this statement?

Wake up earlier on weekends. Now you get to sleep in for 5 days a week instead of two.

This is an interesting concept. Would we feel as if we slept in?

Wrong is spelled wrong in the dictionary.

Bet you looked it up....

While shaking hands with people did you ever think that the hands you are shaking with are also used for masturbation?

Your mouth makes the same motion when you say "poop" as your butt does when you poop.

Something I am not sure I wanted to know. You said "poop" out loud too to figure this out!

Is the s or c silent in the word scent? Well?

How does your towel get dirty if you get out of the shower clean?

Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion; today is special.

Why do doctors leave the room when you change? They're going to see you without your clothes on anyway.

If you put a chameleon in a room full of mirrors, what color would it turn?

Do married people really live longer than single people, or does it just seem longer?

Sex is the question. Sex is not the answer. Yes is the answer.

Well, that is, if you wanna have fun!!
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Submission
Posted:Jul 24, 2016 8:39 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 3:55 pm
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I am a submissive. I don't think I'd even begin to know where to start as a Dom/Top. I enjoy being this way for many reasons. It is truly freeing to the mind, soul and body. But in order for it to be this freeing my Dominant has to be someone I can trust fully. Someone whose going to do all that is necessary to ensure safety and well being. A true Dominant understands that this is part of their role. This doesn't mean they cannot inflict pain or "take" the things they want of and from my body. It doesn't mean they cannot "force" me to do things I otherwise would not. It simply means they know and understand limits but also know they can test and push them in a safe manner. For as much as the Dominant is in control, so is the submissive.

I know this sounds ironic but that is how trust works. The Dominant gives the sub a way to communicate and understands that communication as what it is: stop, slow down, or keep going. Just as a woman has a right to say no to sex a sub has a right to say stop as well. It may be agreed beforehand that if "stop" is applied then some type of punishment may apply. This doesn't need to involve pain it could be as simple as no sexual teasing or gratification for the sub for a time while the Dominant may require service from the sub. This can lead a sub to re-examine whether or not the "stop" was premature or fully warranted but even so should still be discussed by both parties to see how it may have been done differently.

Submission is a gift given to the Dominant. A submissive is not weak nor ignorant. A submissive is certainly not a doormat to be walked on with no care. Just like any other person we do have thoughts and feelings. If we give you our submission we do so out of love and respect and will do all in our power to please you. We understand this takes work on our part just as our safety and security takes work on Yours.
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My Mask
Posted:Jul 18, 2016 7:20 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2016 5:18 pm
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I can be who you want me to be
But there are parts of me you’ll never see
You hear me laugh but don’t see the tear
The smile you see hides the fear

There are times I wish I could confide
All the hurt I feel inside
But I don’t think you could understand
This life I have isn’t what I planned

Everything around me seems to fall apart
Always a new arrow aimed at my heart
Inside my head I scream and plead
For the next arrow to let me bleed

I don’t wanna feel these things anymore
But I don’t have the courage to walk out that door

And once again the mask will go back on
And what you won’t see before I’m gone
Is the tears that I shed as I laugh and smile
Hide the pain and fear for a little while
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Just a Random Thought About Tailgating
Posted:Jun 30, 2016 5:41 pm
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2016 5:18 pm
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I hate tailgating. Especially while I am driving. It is really scary to have someone that close never knowing if for some insane reason you need to make a panic stop. However tailgating that consists of hanging out with friends and eating great food and having some drinks is just plain fun and enjoyable.

For me though it really boils down to this.... If you wanna ride my ass, please do so in the bedroom not at 65 MPH!!!!
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Memorial Day
Posted:May 29, 2016 11:27 am
Last Updated:Jul 19, 2016 5:18 pm
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This holiday is, in my view, a time for reflection. Imagine all the things we love and enjoy not being available. The freedom to choose many things such as our religion, our public speech, even our jobs, to travel wherever we choose to go and even our sexuality. Some countries you can't even choose how many you wish to have. Others do not allow any criticism of the government.

Our country is unique. We have these freedoms and many more. This is all made possible by the sacrifice of the brave men and women of our Armed Services. They made a choice to stand and fight so that we may have the freedoms we enjoy. They do this because they believe in the principles this country was founded upon.

Whether you agree with what our armed forces are involved in or not please remember those that paid the ultimate price so that we could live as we choose today. And while you're at it, thank a service member.
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