Been a while
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Posted:Jan 15, 2020 6:07 pm
Last Updated:Jan 15, 2020 6:13 pm 2351 Views
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So I know it's been a while here but I've been active on BDSMLR. Here's my link so you can see my blog there.
https://sc-gyrlie.bdsmlr.com/
Tell me what you think!
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Oh My!
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Posted:Jul 14, 2014 7:44 pm
Last Updated:May 1, 2018 7:13 pm 36732 Views
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Well today started out on a icky note. I hurt my back at work and have been in pain all day. Then I got home and decided to corset myself anyway. That has almost eliminated the pain. then I logged into Alt and saw that my pic views had doubled over night. It is amazing what a few new pics will do.
Now I just wonder how I can get comments and advice. A lot of views a couple of likes but the only thing I seem to get comments on are a few of these posts.
Oh well.
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It's been a while
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Posted:Jul 13, 2014 9:52 pm
Last Updated:Apr 26, 2017 9:18 pm 37317 Views
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So I decided to try on my maid's outfit tonight. First I needed a good cleaning so I gave myself my first enema. I took pictures of the maids outfit. Then I pulled out some of my more experimental gear and plugged myself. Now I'm sitting here with a ball gag, cuffs and a collar, my biggest plug in my harness and my man parts bagged. I couldn't be happier...if a bit drooly.
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Feeling a bit down
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Posted:May 15, 2014 9:07 pm
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2014 7:44 pm 40743 Views
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To say I feel alone isn't quite right. I have family and friends that I can reach out to and talk about the every day muck that I wade through. Of course I don't really have anyone I can just sit down with about my gender identity issues. So while not fully alone I am alone. I just wish that I could find someone that I could curl up with and just hang out with. Someone that I could just be whichever me I happen to be...wow I just Seuss'ed without meaning to.
Life sucks!
Oh well...enough Debbie Downer for tonight.
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Fun with toys
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Posted:Apr 27, 2014 1:09 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 9:42 am 41771 Views
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Well after 3 days of careful play I got all 3 of the plugs from the trainer kit in AND I got to experience my inflatable vibrating plug.
I didn't get a chance to put on a show. 
Oh well maybe next week. I always seem to be running around on Sunday...
Well I'm off to dreamland...
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Good to be home
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Posted:Apr 26, 2014 11:14 am
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 9:42 am 41567 Views
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As alluded to in my previous post I've been away from home for a while. Now finally after all those weeks I've had time in order for me to clean myself up and femme out. Don't get me wrong I've been making sure I've been in panties since me return along with my bra after work. I've even put on a skirt and stockings as well. But today I got rid of the little scraggles of body hair that my body grows and finally corseted myself. With the exception of my face and makeup I'm feeling much better, though I will have to get use to the wig again. Maybe one day I'll be in a situation that will allow me to grow out my hair...
Well I've rambled enough for a morning. Maybe I'll put on a little show tonight. 
Kisses!
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Been a while
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Posted:Apr 20, 2014 1:43 am
Last Updated:Apr 20, 2014 9:26 pm 42304 Views
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Everything's been so crazy with my life I guess I just lost track of time. Been half way across country and back with no time for myself and crappy internet and no access to my fem clothing. I really do hate work sometimes...but of course work is what buys my toys and frillies.
Got some extra cash so I bought some naughty toys and fun clothes. Don't know when they'll all get here but I'll definitely post pictures when they arrive.
Until next time (which will hopefully be more frequent)
Kisses!
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I hope I'm not crazy
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Posted:Feb 4, 2014 9:49 pm
Last Updated:Feb 13, 2023 6:36 pm 50759 Views
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I spend more evenings than not dressed femme now. The only exceptions are when I'm doing the hefty cleaning and unless I can find someone to buy me a maids outfit I'm just going to have to continue doing that in my sweats.
Damn I pulled another blonde moment.
As I relax I start to realize there's more than two "voices" floating around up in my head. Of course there's the male voice but he's very easy going. He's really my ground. He shares but every now and then he wants things to himself.
Then there's my first female "voice". She's pretty easy going as well. She's pretty much as conservative as he is but understands that biology means she takes a back seat when it comes to sexual orientation. When I see a woman he wonders about touch and companionship while she looks at clothes and shoes.
If it was just those two I think I'd be fine but there's a third.
The third is a girl. I say girl cause she's not really grown up. She is a hedonist. She's the one that looks at a woman and goes "I want to fuck that and be fucked by her." She is bi-sexual and noisy. Most of the time the two can control her urges but every now and then I find her looking at things I never would otherwise pleasuring herself any way she can make me.
It has been under her influence that I have tried anal toys. I enjoy it while she is driving but once she's sated she lets go of the controls leaving the other two to scramble...and that's when I feel dirty and violated.
Oh well. I guess I've divulged too much here so I guess it's time to log.
Kisses!
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The continuing saga of...well...me
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Posted:Jan 28, 2014 9:10 pm
Last Updated:Feb 7, 2014 11:27 pm 50688 Views
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Not a bad night overall. Got en femme in my new skater skirt, hot pink top, corset, and silver panties. I probably wouldn't have picked that color myself but it came in the 6 pack random set.
Really wish my body was naturally in the hour glass shape but sadly no. I look a couple months pregnant without my corset.
Well I'm off to bed. Lots to do tomorrow before I can en femme. Oh well.
Kisses!
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A Short Break
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Posted:Jan 27, 2014 8:33 pm
Last Updated:Apr 18, 2024 9:42 am 51092 Views
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Well Saturday started out just fine with dressing in my new top and skirt with the corset. I still adore wearing my corset. Things kinda went down hill when my breast form holder started irritating my skin along with the lace from my bra. I got so irritated that I ended up just changing into my male comfort clothes.
Yeah soft tee and pajama pants.
I didn't even en femme for bed. Though the satin sheets still feel amazing with shorts and a tee.
Sunday came and went and I just wasn't feeling "it". Again not even for bed.
Well today I am in femme light. No forms but yes to the bra. Soft pink tee and my new skirt.
Of course I'm still looking for that someone. I just don't know which role I feel comfortable with. I'm definitely not uber controlling Domme material but I'm not a fully submissive personality either. I don't know.
Oh well there's that blonde tangent again. Well I'm off for now.
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