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Deceit
Posted:Nov 26, 2019 8:37 am
Last Updated:Jan 28, 2020 8:54 am
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Deceit is a clever beast
It sits and waits
Watching and learning
All of you traits
It preys on your insecurities
And your need please
And when it learns
All it needs
It begins work
On those insecurities
It knows your triggers
So when you dare
And start question it
It turns them back on you
And as you start think
Before you know it
You begin question it
Is this just
And insecurities
And it sits back
With a smile
Knowing before
You dare question again
You will sit and think
Is This just
And insecurities
Then it curls up
With a knowing look
it's got you
On its hook

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The Mountain
Posted:Feb 17, 2019 9:41 am
Last Updated:Jul 13, 2019 2:52 am
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If the mountain seems too big today
Then climb a hill instead
If the morning brings you sadness
It's ok to stay in bed

If the day ahead weighs heavy
and your plans feel like a curse
There's no shame in rearranging
Don't make yourself feel worse

If a shower stings like needles
and a bath feels like you'll drown
If you haven't washed your hair
don't throw away your crown

A day is not a lifetime
A rest is not defeat
Don't think of it as failure
Just a quiet, kind retreat

It's ok to take a moment
from an anxious,fractured mind
the world will not stop turning
while you get realigned
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A box for a wanton wench
Posted:Mar 25, 2015 11:14 am
Last Updated:Jul 15, 2019 7:10 am
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As she lay at her Master's feet filling in her journal of the days play for Him to read at His leisure about her thoughts and feelings of how it went in her mind. she feels a soft tug on her leash as she twists to look up at Him she can feel the soft rug under her brush against the welts covering the front of her body bringing a touch of renewed pain. He asks her how much longer she will be, looking back to her journal and what she has written she answers Him 10 minutes Master. He places her leash on its hook next to His chair and leaves the room as she watches Him go through the door a smile crosses her lips as she returns to her journal. Lost in thought as she rereads what she has written her hand brushing the welts on her thigh enjoying the pleasure it brings, she does not here Him return and jumps a little as her leash is tugged. Whispering sorry she gets to her hands and knees and follows behind Him out of the room.

As they pass the stairs to the bedroom she wonders where T/they are going her heart starts to race a little when he stops in front of the play room as He opens the door he turns and tells her she may go down the stairs backwards if she wishes and He steps onto the stairs. Turning herself around quickly so as not to hold Him up she crawls down after Him, when T/they reach the bottom of the stairs He tugs her leash telling her to stand she gets to her feet and looks around the room struggling to see in the dim light. The only source of a light is a lone candle in the middle of the room, as they walk towards it she sees a long box which had not been there earlier and she wonders what it may hold. As she stands before the box the candle giving her just enough light to read what is printed on its lid in big bold letters. she can't seem to breath as she reads A Box for a Wanton wench she turns to look at Master fear in her eyes wondering what she has done wrong. Trying her best to steady her breath and control the rising fear she swallows hard as His hand brushes her cheek then holds her face in His firm grip watching her intensely. He tells that as long as she is His she has nothing to worry about as her well being is His top priority and even though He knows how she feels about small spaces, He has always told her in time He would push and test her limits in all things and this is one of those times. As she stands there next to Him shaking He leans down and lifts the lid, she can see it has been lined with a soft red material and a small pillow. Looking at it she can see there will not be a lot of room and once the lid is shut she will not even be able to turn around, the panic starts to rise again turning to look at Him wanting to beg Him not to do this she knows better and stays silent.

He takes her hand and tells her to step into the box and sit down as her feet touch the soft inside of the box she tells herself He cares for her and will not allow anything to happen to her. she sits in the box, He kneels beside it taking her face in His hands and kisses her deeply before whispering I know you can do this and I will be here the whole time, is there anything you wish to ask before I close the lid. her mind reeling and unable to speak for fear of just screaming and begging Him to let her have time to think this over, she shakes her head softly no Master. her body feels so stiff as she lowers herself down as if its fighting against her not willing to do as her mind tells it, with eyes wide she watches as He lowers the lid and as complete darkness falls she fights with all her will not to push against it and run. And then a thought crosses her mind what if its locked the panic builds again, taking a long deep breath she tries to settle her breathing and mounting panic she starts to count and slowly brings her breathing back under some control. every muscle in her body seems to be aching and stiff. As she reaches one hundred her mind is a little more settled and it turns to how she can deal with this, she starts to recall the book she has just finished and lets the story line sooth her mind thinking how she would have changed a few of the twists and turns it held.

All the time she can feel the darkness just hiding at the edge of her mind trying to distract with the what ifs ,she turns her mind back towards the light thinking about happy times and the joy she feels reading some of her fav poems letting the words stroke and comfort her as she recites them to herself. she opens her eyes not realising they had been squeezed tightly shut, she can feel the slight ache from doing this, it makes no difference to the darkness that surrounds her. A song pops into her head and she shakes her head as she feels a smile on her lips recalling the first time she had heard it, taking her back to that moment her Masters arms around her holding her tight and firm as He guides her around the dance floor His lips brushing her neck sending shivers of desire and need through her body, she was glad to have His arms embracing her keeping her upright. she stiffens as she feels something on her thigh the darkness creeps back in what is it, before the panic takes hold she tells herself its nothing moving her hand across the top of thigh feeling where she had felt the hairs stand up, nothing she lets her breath out and tells herself off for being so stupid she tries to recapture the memory of the dance floor but too many other thoughts are crowding in now. How long has she been in here, is He still sat watching the box, when will He let her out, she fights against these and tries to settle singing softly recalling the words keeping her over active mind busy.

she jumps and feels her elbow hit the side of the box and everything comes flooding back, how could she have falling asleep. she listens trying to work out what had woken her nothing but silence meets her, how long had she been asleep her hands feel heavy on her thighs, she curls her fingers trying to bring back life into her hands, then something brushes the side of her face the panic and darkness that had been lurking takes over complete and she feels the scream build unable to stop it. Then she hears His voice trying to fight through her screaming quiet now little one your fine open your eyes she feels herself struggling in His arms as she tries to get away, His words continue to sooth as His hands keep a firm hold of her. she opens her tightly shut eyes and even the soft light of the candle seems harsh to her, then she sees His face before her a soft smile on His lips as He continues to talk bringing her back into the real world. she can feel His hand brush her cheek wiping away the tears which she did not even know she had shed. His strong arms slip under her and lift her up into them holding her tight against His chest, she can feel her heartbeat thumping as He walks across the room and settles into the big arm chair all the time talking and telling her how proud He was to own her, placing soft kisses over her face, neck and shoulders, slowly she settles her body relaxing as His fingers brush her hair as He whispers in her ear rest now My slut
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The bench
Posted:Feb 6, 2015 10:47 am
Last Updated:Mar 28, 2024 9:12 am
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Holding onto Your hand as You help her lay back onto the long wooden bench, her body already shivering from the chill of the room and what lays ahead. her legs draped over each side of the bench she feels Your hand slide down one then the other as You secure each of her ankles to the legs of the bench. Then she holds up her hands for You and watches as You bind them together, before pulling them back above her head and tie them off under the top of the bench.

As You walk around admiring Your slut she can see the gleam in Your eyes at the thought of the upcoming play. As she lifts her head a touch to follow You she hears You laugh and knows You have forgotten something, as You turn back to her a soft scarf in Your hands. her eyes widen a little as You lean down and place it around her neck and she feels the slight pressure as You tie it off. Smiling at her now as You stand back knowing she can no longer lift her head without tighting the scarf. Feeling Your weight rest on her stomach as You straddle across her she sees the clamps for the first time and she takes a breath in readiness as You attach one to each of her nipples tugging on them to make sure they are secure. As You stand up she lets out a soft moan of pleasure as Your hand runs up between her open thighs as You check her wetness, then a gasp as she feels the other clamps bite into her lips and cold steel dildo slide into her wetness.

As she lays there waiting wondering what will happen next she feels the first tingle run through the clamps just enough to make her muscles pay attention, then You are bending down close to her face and asking how long does wench think she can old at a 9 as You know I have work to get on with. her eyes widen as she feels the tingle increase making her cry out and twist in pleasure biting down on her lip she tries to pull back from the edge of release as she meets Your gaze knowing no answer is expected *S*

Listening to Your footsteps fade as You leave she fights to control her body and mind from the pleasure the current is sending through her muscles and nerves knowing she will pay dearly if she lets go and cums before Your return.
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Waiting
Posted:Oct 12, 2014 4:46 am
Last Updated:Jul 2, 2019 8:47 am
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As she sits and waits, for the One to be her mate
she takes the time flirt and chat
she shares her laughter and her smile
Hoping all the while with each smile she shares
she finds that One with her soul to share
Until that time she sits and waits
For her true Soul mate
But until she finds that One
she is just enjoying having fun
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What scares her most about being a sub
Posted:Aug 19, 2014 10:13 am
Last Updated:Sep 11, 2019 6:33 am
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Its not the worry of being able to please that's always been a part of her and she will learn along the way how best to please the One she serves.

Nor is it a fear of serving her One as that is like second nature to her.

Pain does not scare her she learnt long ago it can be controlled and put to a better use such as bringing pleasure.

Giving her trust to her One no longer scares her as she will have taken her time in doing this and know that if she fell her One would be there to catch her.

Respect she is happy to give because her One would have earned it.

Letting her One have full control over her holds no fear because by walking the path which led her to belong to her One she would have gained the knowledge that They would do her no harm.

Limits don't scare her as she knows they are there to be tested and at times pushed, and by taking the time to trust and respect her One she knows They will do the same and never test or push her more than she can cope with.

No what scares this sub more than anything she has come to learn is being unowned. Having that deep empty space inside of her that no matter how full her every day life is she still feels its hollowness. she can fill her day with work, friends and family and have what most would think as no time to breath even. And still she feels something is missing and she yearns for it and for the void she feels to be filled with the purpose it was meant to be.
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End of the twist
Posted:Aug 15, 2014 3:31 pm
Last Updated:Apr 28, 2019 11:38 am
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As she fights to keep her knees curled up and her feet of the floor, she hears Him move closer then his hand run down her back tracing the welts making her flinch with each touch. As He whispers in her ear is the girl ready she hears the soft clink of the chains being lowered. Not wanting to place her feet back on the floor but being left no choice as her arms are lowered, she careful places her feet wondering if there are any more tacks waiting for her. As the full weight of her body is placed upon her feet she feels all the tacks bedding home into the soles of her feet, causing individual sharp pain. He tells her to stay and she hears Him walk away, standing there in the silence she can hear each breath she takes. Letting her mind slip to more pleasant thoughts to distract her from the burning of the welts across her body and the needle like pain deep in her feet. Clenching and unclenching her fingers as the feeling returns to them after gripping the pole, she runs her fingers across across her breast feeling the moisture, then bringing the tips of her fingers to her lips tasting the copper tang of blood caused by the tip of the whip. she has no idea how long she has been standing there when she hears His footfalls cross the room and then the soft kiss He places on the back of her neck making her shiver in pleasure. she can hear splash of water then feels the soothing coolness of the cloth as He washes the welts , cooling and cleaning, her body starts to shake slightly as shes returned to the moment. Then He wraps her in the soft blanket and lifts her into His arms and walks across the room and sits her on the sofa, sitting across from her He takes her feet and places them across His lap. Then one by one he removes the tacks and places aside before taking the cloth and wiping her feet. As she watches Him work with such care a smile crosses her lips knowing How much He cares for His one. Then with a smile He turns to her and pulls her into His arms kissing her softly
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Moon Light
Posted:Aug 5, 2014 6:13 am
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2014 2:32 pm
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she steps into the glade as she steps into Your dreams, the evening dew fresh on the grass coating her bare feet sending a light chill through her, she scans the far side of the glade trying to peer into the trees on the far side for some sign of You. she walks slowly towards the shadows the cloud covering the moon floats by and the glade lights up with a soft white light.

It reflects off her pale skin which is lit up from the small rivulets of water trickling down her body, her hair heavy and wet still from her shower falling down her back, drops of water running down her shoulders and into the curve of her back before running off her bare arse. A soft evening breeze rustles through the trees whispering to her before it swirls around her body causing her bare skin to shiver and the goose bumps rise her nipples harden in the same instance bringing deeper warmth between her thighs.

she stops just before the tree line her eyes bright and her body yearning with need as she wonders where You are, she drops softly to her knees, the wet soles of her feet cupping the cheeks of her arse as she spreads her thighs wide and places her hands lightly upon them her palms face up as she pulls back her shoulders increasing the curve in her back and pushing out her small firm breasts. she sits in silence letting the moonlight bathe her as she awaits You and Your pleasure
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Hot and Cold
Posted:Jul 5, 2014 11:24 am
Last Updated:Mar 1, 2019 12:57 pm
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As she settles into the restraints holding her wrists and ankles feeling the coolness of the wood pressing against her breasts and thighs, her heart beats a little faster. As the first few strokes fall on her buttocks, thighs and calf's not hard enough to sting or make her flinch, but bringing the nerves of her skin alive. As the steady strokes become faster hitting the same spots over and over she feels the warmth start to build under the skin, her calf's starting to itch first with the heat as not used to being flogged. Her mind falling into to the sound and feel of the steady rhythm as the heat builds more till she wants twist and pull away, nipples rubbing against the wood of the door as her cunt becomes wetter with the pleasure. The itch starting to annoy now and the heat spreading she starts to fidget, then she feels You behind her and releasing her ankles then her wrists as You turn her away from the door her eyes meet Yours and seeing the glint held in them her heart beats faster not knowing what will be next. As You lead her across the room and push her softly against the radiator a small gasp escapes her lips as the heat of her skin touches the cool metal.

As You tie the ropes holding her firmly against it she tries to read Your face as she becomes a little nervous, then as You reach down and twist the thermostat she can here the water gurgle as it starts to fill the radiator. within a few seconds she can feel the cool metal start to warm adding to the heat of her skin. she closes her eyes and thinks of cooler things. Only to be pulled back as the flogger starts to fall across her breasts and works its way down to her cunt, Just as she thinks her mind has her body under control You approach a smile on Your lips as You open the valve more, the heat builds quicker her skin burning and itching as she's unable to move away. her eyes follow as You sit down to watch the girls squirming as You continue to flog her breasts and cunt, her muscles twitching and nipples hard as she becomes wetter, she licks her lips and thinks of a cold drink willing her skin to cool. Minutes seem to drag by and she fights against the heat and itch of her skin wondering how much longer she can take this , then You lean forward and open the valve fully the gurgle of the water gets louder, she can feel the heat build up in an instance as she tries to pull her skin away from the intense heat meeting Your gaze. Just as she is about to beg for release You begin to untie her as she falls against You feeling the soreness of her breasts as she does. As she skin parts with the radiator it starts to itch even more as the air hits it, she drops to her knees at Your command and follows You across the room her skin tight and sore as she does.

The closer W/we get to the bathroom she starts to swallow hard not knowing what to expect again, but also becoming more aroused because of this. she watches you open the shower door then turn to help her up and holding her steady as she steps in. As she stands there her skin burning up and her desire building not able to draw her eyes away from Your face and what she can see in it, which scares but excites her also. she hears a soft laugh as You reach around her with Your hand and twists the tap. she cries out in surprise, shock and pain as the ice cold water hits her burning skin, as she fights to catch her breath hyper ventilating trying to gain control of her breathing , her body shakes violently all of her muscles tighten in response , fighting to stay upright when all she wants to do is curl up and wrap her arms about herself she watches You and waits S

Hot and Cold (The other side)

Smiling as I watch girl..body red from the flogging as the freezing cold water cascades onto her soft welted skin..body shivering partly due to the coldness from the water and also from the extremeness of the situation..seeing girl trying to cope with the shock of having girls body heated by a long and intensive flogging and to now body being cooled very quickly..seeing girl trying to wrap her arms around herself..as i tap the glass of the shower door..turn around slut..hands on head..only another 3mins..smiling watching as girl slowly turns round her arms moving to top of her head as the water continues to beat down on her aching body! Looking at girls whipped and flogged ass, backs of girls legs red and sore looking ...as i tap on the glass again..turn slut slowly..head down..smiling watching as girl does as i bid..looking closely at 8girls red and heaving tits..girls cunt red and slightly swollen..looking at my watch knowing girl can see this small movement knowing girl is praying that this is nearly over..as i open the door..beckoning girl out of the shower. pointing to spot in middle of floor..stand slut. leave hands on head..spread your legs..reaching in feeling just how cold the water is as i turn it off..the room silent apart from girls breathing .hearing girl trying to regain some control..turning and looking at girl..smiling as I grab a large white cotton towel..wrapping it carefully round girls trembling body..arms down slut..as i hold girl close to me..feeling girl quivering and shivering under the towel as i guide girl back to the bedroom...towards the bed...lie down slut on your side. slut may now rest..slut has some time before we continue..as i pull the covers over girl..and placing a hot cup of coffee by girls side..drink this slowly..I will return shortly..slut may sleep..smiling as i lean down kissing girl gently on her cheek..wiping away a small tear..shhh girl has pleased me..
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The Twist
Posted:Jun 30, 2014 10:20 am
Last Updated:Feb 3, 2019 10:45 am
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He leads her across the room His cool hand on her arse dispersing the heat a little left from the paddle. He stands her facing the wall as He lowers the bar from the ceiling; taking her wrists He locks them into the leather cuffs on the end of the bar. He leans down in front of her and marks 2 crosses in chalk on the floor about 3 feet apart, before pulling the chain raising the bar pulling her arms up above her head until her body is stretched till her heels just start to lift from the floor. He locks of the chain then turns to her and tells her to place a foot on each chalk cross as she spreads her legs to place firmly on the marks, her eyes are fixed on the wall ahead of her and the array of whips its holds. she can feel His excitement start to rise at what is to come and as He places a hand on her shoulder she jumps a little in surprise and excitement. He places the blindfold securely over here eyes and asks her softly if she’s ready, she nods He tells her not to move her feet from their spots or there will be a higher price to pay. her heart starting to race and the wetness of her cunt builds with the thought of what is to come.

she can hear Him moving around as she tries to keep her body relaxed but its fighting against her mind and all her muscles are tense as the silence builds. Then without any warning she feels the whip wrap around her waist its tip hitting her hip bone a cry breaks free from her lips even before the welt forms. she holds herself still waiting for the next one her buttocks firm and tense. The next one catches her across the shoulder and its tip slices across her nipple another cry breaks free from her lips but she fights to keep her feet still as the lashes start to fall faster criss crossing her body leaving angry red welts that meld into one pain. her mind keeping a firm grip on her body willing it not to move or pull away.

she feels a drop of moisture slip between her breasts unsure if its blood or just sweat from her body as it fights against the pain. The next half dozen lashes fall upon her arse cheeks she can feel her back arch forward as she tries to put more distance between her and the whips bite. Then all of a sudden she feels the whip wrap around her calf and its tip bites the top of her foot, her mind loses its grip on her body for a split second but it’s enough and she pulls her leg up. As she places it back down she sucks in a deep breath knowing the mistake is already made. she waits in the silence shaking softly feeling the heat from the welts. she hears Him move close to her and what sounds like matches being shaken in there box, He tells her to raise her feet and keep them up. she wraps her fingers around the bar giving herself a little extra hold as she pulls her knees up. As she fights to hold her weight off the floor the whip falls across her back making her pull up further. Lash after lash falls across her back as she fights back the tears doing her best not to disappoint again. her arms starting to ache her shoulders burning as she tries to keep her feet off the floor. Then the whip curls around and its tip falls upon her warm lips as she cries out in pain and surprise she plants her feet upon the floor only to cry out more as she feels the sharp points piercing the soles of her feet digging in deep, she pulls her knees up quickly but too late.
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