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My dreams and a few of my thoughts

Usable Work of Art
Posted:May 4, 2018 8:58 pm
Last Updated:May 4, 2018 8:59 pm
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He was totally into absolute control. He also did everything open and above board since he had an art exhibit which he charged a great deal for people to come in and not only look at but use if they wanted to.
He had all kinds of displays but the last one he added he thought was one of his best. It was all in black and read, It consisted of a piece of equipment that kept the model in motion at least ten minutes of every hour. During the ten minutes the light was red. When the light was green the attendees of the exhibit could either lick the holes, fuck the holes or remove the open mouth locking gag and get a blow job. All cum was either in condoms or in a tough under the model so it could be hosed away later.
He would not put his models in danger. They cost him too much and the exhibits were cost a lot to make in time and money.
The device this model was in had her arms and legs in a pedalling motion as if she was on her feet and hands running or walking quickly. She would then stretch like a cat and then return to the original position. This kept the model limber automatically with forced exercise she could not stop.
He had made it possible to keep his models in their devices for the duration of their contracts because at the end of the day when the lights went out they were moved to a different position on sort of a toilet an automatic enema inserted into their ass and their pussy covered with a female urinal and a tube in their mouth to feed them. They would be fed three times before morning and given an enema once when they were totally hooked up and three more just before morning to make sure they were all set for several hours.
None of the women complained but then again, they were so trussed up that there was no real time to do it.
They were so horny all the time because of the additives in their food that their only thoughts was of sex when they were getting used so if the gag came out they were more than ready to suck cock and not complain even if their mind was protesting.
He laughed because he thought to himself that sex is probably the only thing that they thought of within a week of them being his model. He probably had them so conditioned by the time they went home, if they went home, that they were probably always looking for a sex partner.
He had many who ended up wanting to stay and many that came back because they could not get enough sex.
She woke up horny as hell and thought. I do believe I liked that dream. Wow, where is my vibrator?
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He Was Into Extreme Control
Posted:Oct 15, 2017 3:44 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2017 7:42 pm
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He was into extreme control but had almost gave up hope of finding someone. One day he was looking on line and found a profile with a ton of dreams written on the woman's blog. He knew she was the one.
He had a fantasy of having a woman who was sexual and wanted to get certain things done with a signed contract that he offered her a position she could not refuse after chatting with her on line for a few months, they met and after another month tey signed a contract.
She moved in a month later after sorting every thing out. He took her home and they ate dinner served like all his meals and a buffet. He loved a choice and thought his guests should get one too as far as food was concerned.
The next morning, she woke up scared and confused. She was in an outfit and seemed to be tethered to some kind of a pole but in such a way she could not move at all no matter how she struggled.
He had attached all kinds of hoses and tubes to her in such a way that most could not be seen. He could leave her in that bondage for a while since he had an electric enema attached and timed. He also had a pee bag in place. He had a feeding tube to feed her and there was a good supply of intravenous bags to give her all kinds of vitamins, etc. Being a doctor he had perfected his fetish for objectification.
For the next year she would be a piece of art, a piece attached to a lamp or table. She would be forced to lactate for his parties to supply breast milk or coffee and tea for those that enjoyed it, some would even be allowed to suckle.
She would not get fucked, licked or teased unless he allowed it. She would not at any time have an orgasm unless he allowed it. He was not going to allow her to talk for the whole year while with him and he was not even sure he would allow her to hear or see anything but him .
She wanted all kinds of sex and dreams with a "business lifestyle partner". He wanted an object to do with and allow or not to allow her to get licked, fucked, suckled on or give blow jobs for as long as the time she was with him.
She was on a lamp pole in the corner this time with nothing showing. Next time would be something different. He gave a sneaky smile. He had stationary objectification methods and he had moveable ones that would force her into almost constant motion which he would employ at proper intervals to keep her in shape. He also was more inclined to deprive her of orgasms for the time she was here with him than give her any. She was his to do what he liked with the foolish woman signed the contract and would live as his object now. lol He loved to be in complete control and she would learn now just what that means. hahaha
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The Apartment in the Basement
Posted:Oct 15, 2017 2:50 pm
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2017 7:46 pm
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They had met each other on line. She wanted a partner with a place to play, and a place for her to continue her business in. They got to know each other. The basement was already set up. there was a large bathroom that was wheelchair friendly, a dungeon room, a medium size bedroom a small bedroom, living room and kitchen. It was bigger than some people's houses.
She moved in and once all the lap tops were set up he showed her the schedule on the wall.
She had a lot of free time, mind you little did she know that anytime she turned on any device that she would be listening to subliminal messages.
Most of the sessions she held were vanilla or Domme. She did not hold any sub sessions because of all the so called Doms that did not listen to limits or thought they were so smart they knew more about what her body could take than she knew it could.
The first time they had a play time was a week after she had moved in. He took videos of all his play sessions to see if there would be any changes in how she reacted. He wanted her to have stronger and more frequent orgasms, he wanted her to always want to have an orgasm and relish the thought of having one whenever she got teased, licked, fucked or played with in any way shape or form by anyone that was an adult in a safe place.
The first few times of having her tethered in place was to see her reactions to giving blow jobs, getting fucked in the mouth pussy or ass, getting mild to the strongest vibes in all holes and on her nipples and tongue and getting covered in cum. Since he was also a voyeur he made plans for group sessions where she was anything from a party doll to a human dog, getting licked fucked and used for hours and made to orgasm and gush numerous times before the gents got too tired to continue.
He would show her the videos in about a year or two if his plans with her permission came true. He would have his complete slut.
Every time he looked at her he got horny and he used her any time he got a chance. Since she was his he soon had her brain washed to not only allow him to cum on her like the rest of the gents she played with but allowed him to cum in all her holes . In fact he intended to make her get to the point she would beg for it. lol
He rolled over and woke up horny and hoping this would be the day he would meet her.
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Partner for a Year (or will it be longer).
Posted:Oct 15, 2017 2:20 pm
Last Updated:Dec 21, 2019 6:28 am
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He hired her for a year to be his bdsm partner.
They signed a contract hum giving her permission to still do cam work and write her books, specifying that he would give her ample time to do both
She agreed she would stay with him for a year, giving him the opportunity to not only do the things she likes but giving him the opportunity to get her to say yes to try other things and as long as he could get her to say yes, he could do them. smile
The first week they slowly got to know each other, he gave her specific times that she could go on each site and cam. Then for part of the day and or night she was in bondage, hooded listening to tapes he made. while she was getting teased, licked, fucked, tickled by him or just left to sleep or lay in bondage.
He was looking one day though one of the sites she was on and noticed that some of the girls had vibrators that were connected to the site and the gents could get them to vibrate in the woman at different intensities according to the tips they gave her
He had a friend who was into doing things like this so he introduced them and got his friend to make her an outfit that connected all the vibrators he had decided to buy her
She could still move and show, from showing her clean shaven pussy to her ass doggie style. the thing was hidden in her ass and pussy were the strongest vibrators they could find and they had enormous blow up bottoms added so that once they were put in their they could not come out unless removed. They also could not be seen from outside, the wires connected to clear vibrators that attached to the nipples with adjustable clamps, then the wires went up and connected to a vibrators that circled her ears and went inside and on either side from there the wires went to a tongue ring vibrator.
She got the surprise of her life when she was on cam and started getting tips. She stopped being able to talk when the gents tipped her heavily. A lot seemed to want her to bend over doggie style and then dozens would tip her at the same time bringing her to orgasm after orgasm. She had to put a small pool on the floor that would catch the gush rather than just use paper towels on her chair.
He loved it so much watching her on cam that he kept the outfit on her when she was writing her books. They had agreed on him giving her time to write them but nothing was brought up against the fact he could not tease the hell out of her with vibrators from across the room.
He was adamant about trying his utmost to make her his full time slut and took advantage of every minute he was at home and every night when she slept.
She rolled over and woke up, she was so horny. Her dreams always made her horny. They also, sometimes gave her warnings on how to make a contract with someone. I wonder if in reality she would be any better at working out a contract with the dreams she has or will she forget almost every warning her dreams gave her in the excitement of actually finding herself with a "partner" or "business lifestyle partner" and basically give them almost total leeway to take her over in the time the contract is for.
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The Trapped
Posted:Sep 21, 2017 10:08 am
Last Updated:Dec 6, 2017 7:50 pm
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They started out as business lifestyle partner but over time he decided he wanted to take her over. problem was he had a thirst for someone to be in total deprivation, immobilization, mobile or combination of both bondage.
He had gotten a large room ready. He had decided the first time they did a scenario where she was in bondage not being about to see, hear or open or close her mouth to protest was what he was into but he realized that he had a passion for it that would never change.
Once she finished her books he started to systematically to train her and her body to live just the way he wanted it, in almost total deprivation immobilization bondage. When he had her all decked out and tethered in equipment he had either a manual enema equipment in place or an electric one in place. Since he was a but of a sadist he would leave her there for hours getting the constant attentions of the electric pump while only being able to feel it and nothing else. smile He even fed her with the hood on, never wanting to give up a moments control but he needed her to be under his control.
Once removed he would replace the electric enema with a manual one. He would then fill use it filling her pussy even more than with the electric pump.
He would fuck her, get blow jobs and much more but once he started, the only time she was out of a hood was to get cleaned up with the admonishment not to open her eyes. He did not want to see her pleading with her eyes to leave the hood off She was his doll now to do what he wanted. He wanted her under his control and sensory deprived.
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He wanted a pet, she wanted a business partner
Posted:Sep 17, 2017 3:49 am
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2017 3:54 am
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They met and spoke and she was very candid about what she was interested in, and the reason for each of her choices. He was a retired doctor and had plenty of everything.
She wanted to be equal, get lots of fucking sucking and licking.
He was not going to tell her but he wanted full control.
They signed contracts and one that was done he put all safety measures in place
During the next month he measured everything on her while they played and once he had all the measurements he went away for a few days and left her alone.
When he got back he found that she was glad to see him which pleased him, while at the same time thinking she will make a good puppy.
One night he asked her to play and while playing he put on the restrictions that had her arms and legs folded and covered with bondage tape. he then put the new outfit on her. it was a one piece outfit. First of all he started at her head and then continued until she was totally covered from head to toes.
He checked to make sure all the holes were lined up
He then added the open mouth gag then the outer head covering with the ear phones in it
He had made a tape to tell her repeatedly, when she was in this outfit, she was a puppy and would act as such when in the outfit.
He picked her up and put her on the floor on all fours . He then hooked a chain to the rings on each limb to the next one. He wanted her only to be able to move her limbs so far when awake and moving around.
He put a collar on her and hooked a leash to the collar and led her to a special room set up just for her.
It had clean metal bowls on the floor. Mind you, the only concession he would make was the fact he would feed her people food that he knew she liked.
He hooked her in place to the urination equipment and the automatic enema equipment that throughout the night would give her an enema every couple of hours and then empty her out after at least 15 minutes the first time.
She was his, he was only ever interested in the control and she would be lucky if she ever got an orgasm again. He laughed, he had never told her that one. He did tell her life with him would be enjoyable but he never finished the statement with for him, he had just thought it.
She had the perfect name to make a puppy name out of so decided to call her Dottie.it would blend in with the brain washing because it was one of the names used in her past, which would help her fall into her role faster
She would never really be out of the outfit again except when she was getting bathed and he was checking to make sure her skin was still healthy. He walked over to the door, turned off the light and left the room. smile
She got the partner she wanted, she got hired as an on going assistant but he was the final winner she was his now. She rolled over and woke up in a cold sweat but still horny as heck.
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The Anal Training(forced)
Posted:May 7, 2017 2:11 pm
Last Updated:Sep 17, 2017 3:55 am
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He was a Dom, she was a switch. She wanted to make money he had money. He respected her for the reasons she had for it.
He dressed her in the doggy outfit. By the time he was finished he could play the tapes for her alone to hear. She could not stand upright, close her legs or close her mouth to tell him to stop.
He was a large man with an average size package. He was getting fed up with women passing him by because he was not younger. slimmer with a big cock.
This was the only lady that had answered him in months. He turned on the tapes, he was not going to let her go for a long time if ever. He enjoyed giving enemas, which she had never had and he loved to fuck anally. Mind you, he also loved to watch so she was In for a lot of usage. He had the room set up.
He put her on the fucking bench and tethered her in place. With the outfit on and being tethered in place she was going no where. He gave her an enema, he filled her as much as he dared. He could hear her groaning with the pain of it. He had a bit of a sadistic streak so he loved listening to her.
He had set up the party for six o'clock which was in another hour. He would release the enema about fifteen minutes before that. He had only invited men that had average/average on their profiles and the fact that they were a few pounds heavier to major obese and loved to fuck women in the ass while they are in bondage. They would appreciate the opportunity.
It was time. the tapes were running, she was cleaned and ready her clit covered in numbing cream with a cover attached and the men were there. He asked "who wanted to be first?" that was all it got to start them. Within the hour she had cum dripping from her ass and they were still using it. The tapes were telling her she was an anal slut and until she loved getting fucked in the ass she would not be allowed to cum. This party was to last four hours. He would clean and feed her attached the electric enema and leave her where she was while he slept. There was a party planned and scheduled starting the next day for four hours in the morning and four hours in the afternoon for the next two months.
He had never tried this type of training before but had got the idea from her dreams she had put in her blog.
She rolled over, yawned and realized it was another dream and she was horny. She thought to herself it is dreams like this that make me very careful now who I choose to play with chuckle Mind you the doms who did not listen to limits helped too. smile
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The Patient in the Basement
Posted:May 6, 2017 12:18 pm
Last Updated:May 6, 2017 12:36 pm
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He had a clinic in the basement of his home. He had taken all his medical equipment and all the drugs and medications out of his doctor's office when he retired. He still volunteered at a medical facility and the hospital so was still able to order things on his medical license and also was able to stock everything and more that he needed in this area. In one corner was a room with a bed, bathroom, refrigerator, and an area to make coffee or tea. There was no stove because he did not want his future patient burning the place down trying to get out. smile
He started watching the sites and finally found an older woman that he figured he could manipulate. She had all kinds of dreams from being the town slut in a bdsm community, to being a Domme, switch and or a patient. Either in a one to one business arrangement, taking over or being taken over.
He got in touch with her and offered her what seemed to be the most prominent thing in her dreams. He offered her a job for six months. she would be able to still go on the net and do her cam work, still chat with family and friends and still do a lot of other things she wanted to do like write her books.
Mind you, he did not add the things he wanted to do. He began from day one. They started to do scenes while he had the video and cameras running All her food was doctored with a drug that had been proven to help brain wash someone. He was not doing anything so far that she had not dreamed about and said she wanted to try, brain washing enthralled her but she was not sure it would work.
Within three months he had her obeying all orders. He had her thinking she was a mental patient that had been in an accident and was now incarcerated for her own good. All he had to do was say "you are my patient now and he could get her to lay down on his examination table. He could do a whole work up on her, he could make her think she was in a body cast, in total bondage. He could make her orgasm whether he was stimulating her or not. He had her lactating. The one thing he loved the most was the fact he had her now so very much under his control that unless he gave her permission no matter what medical procedure he was doing or stimulation she could not orgasm without his permission. He always wanted a medical guinea pig that he could have on the table spread open for his inspection and sometimes use in all three holes at his whim. It made up for the fact he had found it difficult after his divorce and would never allow a woman to be in control ever again for as long as he wanted her and this one was a keeper. lol He now had not only his 24/7 patient but also his complete slave and that considering she was not interested in being anyone's slave was a real turn on for him. He had all kinds of medical scenarios he wanted to play out including having her in all kinds of medical bondage and the body casts with her unable to stop him. Every once in a while he would say the phrase "you are in normal mode now" and she suddenly would be looking at him as if he was crazy and if she had no gag in place was asking him what was going on and he would tell her finishing off with his trigger phrase. He loved to allow her to know on occasion that she was actually his prisoner. lol
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The Older Man
Posted:Sep 29, 2016 9:30 am
Last Updated:Sep 29, 2016 9:31 am
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He was looking on the net. Suddenly he found someone really close. He read her dreams and fantasies on her blogs and started to chat with her. He came to the conclusion she was just what he wanted. Money he had plenty of, it was companionship he was lacking. The beauty of this lifestyle was he could be in control, if he gave her what she wanted before they got together then he was definitely going to be in control as far as the two of them. He was pretty set in his ways so he had, had the section of the house he did not use made up as an apartment for her or whoever and he has also built a dungeon. He was into most things erotic and he had a fetish for bondage and cleaning both in and out. He knew that she would go for weeks without being used and left to her own devices. If she wanted to start those books she wanted to write then all power to her. As for him, he loved the idea of being in control, she would be well fed, eat the same things he did unless it was not on her no like list. That he would give her the choice on. He would not give her the choice when it came to the days he just wanted to put her in total deprivation bondage or almost deprivation bondage and make her listen to hypnotic tapes to get rid of all the habits he hated, if there were any. smile On those days she would either be on automatic enemas every so often without let up for a few hours, she would be touched just enough with vibrators in all the places over time he would find that gets her off in any way. Mind you, he would not be standing there trying to find out, he would either have them doing it on a piece of equipment or watching someone else getting her. At times she would be getting tickled until she peed. He wanted to see just how many times in say 5 hours she could cum and or pee by the time ran out. He also knew that there would be days she would have a collar and her wrists cuffed so he could get blow jobs got as long as he could get one. Just horny thinking of this......
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I hope I never just say "fuck it" and give up
Posted:Sep 28, 2016 9:08 pm
Last Updated:Sep 28, 2016 9:12 pm
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I have come to the conclusion that if I did not have any bad luck I would have very little luck at all. I was going to try a sex chat line, had the number all set, got up in the morning and I had laryngitis. I joined a pay site over in Europe nothing. I got on a pay site they changed their method of payment before I got the small amount they would have owed me. I was going to get some pictures taken recently and I was going to join a couple of sites. I lost my Launch_Main.exe for my Logitech camera so no cam on lap top that will join to anything and I mean anything sigh. Kept my home for almost 40 years on the verge of selling because I am having troubles.
But, I hope I never just say "fuck it" and give up, because all I have to do is walk through a couple of doors in my home to find someone worse off than me. Obviously she has all the financial problems I do because we all live together but she also has enough medical problems for a barrel of monkey' s but the government does not think she is bad enough. She cried when she had to ask, she is in constant pain and there are four more here with some medical problem.
So yes. I hope I never just say "fuck it" because our family knows it can always get worse and there are people who have it worse then we do already.
Mind you, sometimes I have a little cry and then get stuck in again trying to overcome that bad luck.
I hope I never just say fuck it
That is not counting al those gents in our life who made promises and never kept them . I hope I never say "fuck it" and give up.
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