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We are known in the community as DvonZellen and lilGingerDancer.
What to know about me, Dvon!
I am not here to hook up, get down, party, or have a fling.
I will not be benched, bread-crumbled too, caught and released or put aside.
I am not a layby. I am not looking for a way out. I love my wife. I love my babygirl.
In opposite effect I am not looking for a cushion either.
While I do enjoy a good cuddle I am not your cuffing season vanilla wafer.
If you are demisexual you may not be interesting to me. Unless you deep-like me in some way. Then you and I may have to discuss your transformation.
I am guilty of falling for a thirst trap. Get over it, after all I am human and a man.
Now on to serious matters.
I am old school. I live and breathe the D/s TPE lifestyle. I believe in the core tenants of martial arts in training. Honesty, Integrity, Respect and Discipline. I am kind and I am loving. I am strict and I am precise. I am persistent and I am inculcating.
I have recently begun studying erotic hypnosis and find it will fit in to my curriculum very nicely. To bend the mind to orgasm on command. To become your favorite animal. To become a doll or simply discover your pleasure trigger and how to discover your safe place. It is fascinating.
I have a wonderful sub whom I love and cherish. She was once a brat and very stubborn (and from time to time still can be) but now has submit to my will. she is a true expression of beauty and in her submission and service, a sight to behold. We have been together for 7 years, married for 2 and D/s for 3 months. We have always talked about it but only came to recently realize it.
I first came to know my Dominate nature when I was in High School. I always dated beautifully broken creatures that had no direction, self esteem or confidence. I did not know about the lifestyle and I've made mistakes but I'm not haunted.
After high school I remained celibate for 3 years. I let the wrong person inside my heart and she dug her claws in so deep it took me that long to shed her ghost. It was at the end of this time I met Diana, the woman who helped define me and what I am. When I was 23 she, Diana 20 years older, made me her pet and sexually dominated me. She taught me things I did not know about myself. I discovered my extremely high tolerance to pain. I discovered how to please, serve and obey. She was exhilarating. All until one day, 2 years later, she had me over to her home. We sat at her kitchen table and told me I was no submissive. That I played a nice game. She continued to explain that during our time together my self-esteem, satisfaction with life, altruism, empathy and desire for control remained high. She knew I was vulnerable when we met. I had told her what I was going through but that she soon realized what I truly was. Dominant. She released me that afternoon. The following week she sent me an invite to a private party on Dec 31st 1999. It was titled "The end of the world party". It was the most depraved and debaucherous event I have ever been to. I still have vivid memories of it today. We remained friends for a about a year longer until she moved to Florida to be close to her grandchildren. I know If I were to see Diana today I would still address her as Ma'am.
"To your wrecklessness and pleasure
I purely commit
'Cause everything that you are
Is everything that is
Survive the golden dreams
You try to escape from
But you surrender to the power
To the only way"
== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Dominant
100% Rigger
100% Master/Mistress
100% Daddy/Mommy
100% Primal (Hunter)
99% Degrader
98% Owner
97% Sadist
87% Voyeur
79% Ageplayer
70% Exhibitionist
54% Experimentalist
50% Non-monogamist
9% Boy/Girl
1% Primal (Prey)
1% Brat
1% Vanilla
0% Rope bunny
0% Slave
0% Degradee
0% Submissive
0% Masochist
0% Pet
0% Switch
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