i'm 5'2" , with expressive hazel eyes with golden flecks that look green when i cry , softly rounded fem figure, what resonates with me is :
Connection"
..this is where my mind and soul spin up through my body .... and shine through me ...tangled together ... tensing of muscle and ligament , screaming sensation through flesh , the eyes ...what they see becomes tangled with the vision from a higher place ... fingers claw and clasp at nothing and everything ...and then the voice breaks through and centers and calls and calms and beckons and antagonizes all at the same time ....
and when i wilt . ( knees buckle as you say ) each sensation after that is received more deeply than the previous .. i have tried to describe
the devotion of that , what it feels like to receive that which brings Him deep pleasure
... and i have tried to render in words how in that wilted state . when the body trembles but does not recoil , the sensation is bright and clear and fills me , there is a clarity there ... and that is well past the tears and the calm and the tears again...that that is a delicious play ground ....
yet i think words cannot convey what even the smallest a glimpse of such a moment shared illustrates so effortlessly
the things that happen in that surrendered place , create a sacred moment and hallowed ground between the two ..when and if they drink each others moment in ... breath it in like vapour , that's when it is shared ....like a born between them ...an ethereal tie that comes forward in some form ....and endures ....everything before that is part of the journey and necessary ...it is the beginning of the painting ...the foundation ...but the magic follows from that beginning...
my thirst , my hunger , and my birthplace . the catalyst for the creature that i am .
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理想の相手:
One who is intuitive , instinctual and animalian in His Dominance and who can adore one who just as naturally, passionately and very eagerly aquiesses to his every whim.
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