我的理想對象:
Having balls of steel is a MUST....Way sexier having the mind seduced than the body ravaged...for me it takes the first to want the latter...Dare you to attempt seducing my incredibly hungry mind...Do you have what it takes ?
Something i have been wondering almost all day today is this...there are so many males on here..in their 50s and 60s who still state they want to participate with couples and also state their intent on having as many sexual experiences as possible can in the next few years...OK i guess this is where anyone reading this is thinking *SO WHAT ?*....well i will be turning 50 next year (i know its nuts as most people to see me face to face think i am in my early 40s) and i'm not bad looking i guess...have a few lumps and bumps i wouldn't mind being erased,,,i am rarely single and noone has ever ended a relationship with me EVER...but even i panic when i think about whether i will be lucky enough to find my soulmate and lover...partner in crime....my best friend and keeper of my secrets...The idea of not being with *him* for this next stage and part of my journey disheartens and distresses me...i was GEEIJANE ffs...tough as old boots..but when it comes to the rest of my life i want SO much for it to be with someone holding my hand,,,being at my side,,,have my back while i have his...yet it astounds me when i see men in their 60s who are still *fuck buddying* rather than finding a like minded woman who he can fuck AND LOVE..is there some form of *Hugh Heffner* syndrome going on i wonder surely they can't offer the same incentive as old Heff to entice and lure in the pretty young play mates...If anyone reading this is one of the men i speak of,,,then i have a question...it's a tad personal but HEY,,,this is Alt...*what will you do when your penis no longer works or performs the same way...what will you do with your days THEN...who will wipe away the dribble coming from every orifice when you hit 70,,,cos be assured you will not be a *wanna be gigolo* when you have become a collander on TWO legs ....WHO will hold your hand and whisper *I LOVE YOU* when noone else does...and it's the thing you want and need to hear the most*....seriously how long can you continue to think you're Peter Pan and how long will it be before the playthings don't find you appealing anymore...don't find you attractive..the fuck buddy couples don't call because they've found a younger and more agile THIRD wheel cos you by then need a full strip of the magic blue pills to STAND let alone get an erection Worst and saddest part of ALL of this is WHY the FUCK am i worrying about you all when i live my life a totally different way,,,no sharing,,,no casual meaningless pointless sex or playing...if it doesn't mean anything then why do it....RANT over and have a little think,,,its none of my business and this was like giving a lecture to an invisible audience,,,but im hoping it will strike a cord to SOME...so it gives them the opportunity to assess and deliberate,,,,,and THEN tell ME to butt the fuck OUT