***my blog might reveal more about me than you know***
in order to know where you're going, you have to understand where you've been and remember that the rest stops along the way are just that....rest stops.
i've traveled the yellow brick road until i'm blue in the face...the munchkins are driving me crazy and the emerald city is nothing more than a cardboard cutout. the man behind the curtain doesn't exist and whose really ever seen a horse of a different color?
in my heart...i am slave. in my soul...i am slave. in my mind...i am slave.
i struggle....i find contentment. i question....i search for the answer.
life is NOT a bowl of cherries, but it IS a box of chocolates. its true you never know what you're gonna get.
T/those that know me....well.....T/they know me and its because of T/them that i've changed my name. but is it really changing my name? haven't i always been l'onore? i maybe just wore a different dress, but i am l'onore.
just like before....i am slave...will always be slave, even when i try to deny it. the fire in my belly burns regardless of whether i ignore or try to ignore it.
my thigh still bears a small brand....yes i said brand....its mine...and mine only. it was done for me...and noOne else. its there....to remind me that i am slave.
to my F/friends.....i bow down humbly to O/one and all. i am humbled by Y/your kindness. if it weren't for each of Y/you...i couldn't or wouldn't be----truly_lonore.
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My Ideal Person:
ok...here's the thing....i've been asked a million times over why i don't say that i am NOT looking in my profile...well...i don't have an answer for that...but i'm not sure that it isn't exactly the truth.
i am looking...i just don't know exactly what it is that i'm looking for. i like the idea of waking up in a new destination every day...the serving Those that require it without strings attached. i want to serve...period and if by chance One comes along that is my match...my bookend...the other half of my heart...then and only then will my journey end...but until then...i keep on the path...the one less traveled the one thats overgrown...the one so often over looked.
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