01-2010 - Update
I am now separated from my spouse. Except for the formality of a divorce - we have dissolved our marriage.
I now call Toronto, Ontario Canada my home. I am, at last, safe in a place were I am wanted, appreciated, encouraged to start a new chapter in my life and, I am loved.
I have found and been claimed by my Daddy
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He is my rock, my light, my protector and the man I adore in all ways and for always. He is helping me get myself back - we are on a recovery mission.
We are both going to work hard and work together to make our dream come true. Daddy's dream is to have a "family" and as his little girl I will do everythig I can to help him make his dream a reality. I will not be his wife or his slave - what I will be is his little girl for as long as I draw breath.
SO, that being said - let me tell you more about Daddy's little girl.
I probably have put WAY too much in this profile already � so if you just can�t bear to read past a few paragraphs then please read my blog. I am VERY revealing there � my heart and soul cut open and laid out for all to see. It is an insight into me and if you care to know me � then please give me a read. Pour yourself a refreshing beverage of your choice, sit back and enjoy my ride. It�s not pretty but it�s me.
About my life "in the life":
I'm a Switch - yes they do exist. I have a Dom/boy that I play with and we have wild fun taking turns on one end or the other of the flogger.(NO, you don't get to know his name - Daddy knows and that is all.) My S/switch has and continues to teach me a great deal. He is an amazing lover - caring, tender, kind and also stern, controlling and demanding when necessary.  He is a VERY important member of my Support Team. He is helping me bloom. Now, I just have to get him to Toronto.
posted a great blog about Switches and since I am one and often times find that people take issue with my decision to be a Domme and a sub interchangeably, I thought I would link to his post here.
To serve or to be served, that is the question...
Sir Kevin is very wise and truly a good man.
I am still growing/learning/exploring. I have a very curious and creative nature. I've tried several of the "darker" things on my fetish list and, while I may not care to or need to do them with every man, I will not shy away from exploration and experimentation still maintaining safe limits.
More about me:
I am hyper-critical of myself. I am my own worst enemy. I see my issues magnified much more than most. I have days of severe depression and days of unbounded joy - mood swings that would make any roller coaster look tame by comparison. I am seeking help (Daddy is a huge help too but the poor man can't do it all by himself - so I am putting on my "big girl panties" and going to get my act together before I take it on the road.
I have a wild sense of humor - sorta sarcastic, sort of self-deprecating - it's my armour against the world - my mask.
I'm intelligent (don't let the "little girl" thing fool you - I'm nobody's dummy and will kick your ass in Trivial Pursuit should you be silly enough to challenge me).
I write - I'm a writer but not published - YET. Would love to someday be sitting in Borders or Barnes and Noble - most likely Coles, SmithBooks or Chapters/Indigo (although I'm not sure about this particular book conglomerate as yet) signing autographs for my New York Times or The Toronto Star Best Seller - yeah well, a girl has to dream right?  I do a lot of blogging here and have posted a few of my original stories. I'm also a retired firefighter/paramedic and miss the adrenaline rushes.
I'm open, honest and curious. Old enough to know better and young enough to say "fuck it - I don't care - let's have some fun."
I adore pleasuring a man - listening to him moan and seeing the reaction on his face when I've satiated his hunger.
I have a mind and I appreciate the men here who have taken the time to interact mentally with me.
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My Ideal Person:
Dan  is my ideal person. He's honourable and I trust him with my life.
I am, however, looking for more men. Yep, I'm poly - there are way too many fascinating options to limit myself to just one. Dan and I want a family - come with us on this magical mystery tour.
If you are looking for a friend and someone with whom to have some pleasure - well, here I am. If you are looking for someone to just fuck - perhaps you should look elsewhere. Having said that though - I do enjoy having a "friend with benefits" (still getting used to the "fuck buddy" term - but that's my issue). There - now you know.
If you want to vent - I promise I'll listen - if you just want to fall into each other's arms and make sweet, hot love - I can do that as well. If you just want me to fuck you in an emotionless, unfeeling fashion - maybe I'm not the woman for you.
I do not respond to aggression, I will not tolerate being harassed and I, absolutely, do not appreciate a constant barrage of emails telling me what a great lover you are and how you will do to me what no man has ever done before. Come on now � I�m 50 years old � you really think you are gonna think of a new move that will impress me?
Now, let's have some fun. 
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