My Ideal Person:
I'm seeking a tender hand in a leather glove. I want someone who will help me to explore all the facets of D/s and guide me through instruction, discipline and experience. I seek a Master who will respect me for the submissive I am as well as my submission, but one who knows that I am not his equal, and will remind me when I forget. I want him to genuinely care, and discipline me because he does care, not because he's a Sadist and gets off on it. Sadists are a dime a dozen. I want a loving Dominant with Sadistic tendencies. I want my heart to race, not with fear because he would do something, but with the idea that he might. I want my heart to race from his voice... from his touch... from a look. I want to feel his tenderness along with his sternness. At the end of the day when I am weeping with remorse for my transgressions, I want to feel his caress with his forgiveness. But most importantly, I want someone real. I want someone who isn't afraid to be himself, isn't afraid to laugh, isn't afraid to let someone close to him. I am seeking someone worthy of being my everything. By that I mean, my friend, my companion, my lover, my mentor, my guide, my disciplinarian, my punisher, my priest and my father figure. I want Him to be the one that I hold in the highest awe and esteem, the one that I fear displeasing more than any punishment he could offer. I seek someone who understands that in my vanilla life I am independent, confident, and at times very aggressive, but that I choose to surrender, the good with the bad, to the right Master. If you think you meet this criteria and have fewer issues than Sports Illustrated, I would enjoy hearing from you.