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So my introduction seriously needs to be updated, but I never know what to say, so for now, I'm going to just say a few things, and then come back later to polish it. I am 21 years old. I have been curious about the lifestyle for over 10 years. I've felt differently ever since I can remember, watching violent rape scenes in movies and movies about boarding schools and prisons. I read my first BDSM book 10 years ago, my second 9 years ago. The second book I owned for a few years until I destroyed and trashed it (I used to go through phases of being ashamed of what I felt and during one of those phases, it got destroyed), but replaced it recently. I explored BDSM for a long time through videos online, chatting online, reading online, etc. I met a Dominant in person once (that I was actually actively aware of) when I was younger. I ended up in a bad relationship with someone when I was 18 because he played it rough and I had craved that for so long. I walked away from that relationship, alive and healthy for the most part, but with a craving for something more real. I began my search again and went through a series of hopes and heartbreaks. I learned a lot, a lot more of what BDSM was in real life, and how to be safe with it, as well as lots of little tricks. I still haven't tried everything I am curious about, and I am always hungry for more. I think I should become an erotic writer, but I don't know if I have the focus for that. I have a bit of an attention deficit... (what... cake??) I also have a decent bit of social anxiety, even in the chat rooms, but less so there, which is why I enjoy relaxing in them sometimes. I don't mind making friends online and I hope to make more. I am currently pursuing what may become something long-term, so I'm not actively looking for anything other than friendship at the moment. I am respectful and expect you to be the same way, no matter if you are Dominant or submissive. Alright, I think I will stop rambling now.
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