My Ideal Person:
A man who is very tall and handsome, to look at, a good sence of humor, would be nice. A Sadistic man is fine, Sadistic does not scare me. But he needs to be an honorable man, a man who recognizes, the value of his word. One that can take control, of any and all situations, in other words, a good commanding Master. Someone who would treat me like a lady and with respect in public, but, like his slut in private and worse, in his bedroom. A man who won't care, if he causes me to cry a real tears, and even better, if he gets aroused from them. A man who enjoys listening to me beg him, for my needs and desires. And is amused and entertained, by the amount of my pain and suffering, I will be forced to endure, at his hands. However, I'm not interested in, or looking for a man, that is mean, just for the sake of being mean. Nor a man who is condescending, just to be vicious, for the hell of it either. I am not at all interested in, the Lovie, dovie type of man, but it would be nice to have a man, with some compassion in his sole. But most important, even more so, then me being his slave and property, he must be willing, to be my best friend. And in all ways, A True Master.
Hmm, maybe this is just a man of my dreams.