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I need a good master, one who isn't afraid to make me experience, various degrees of punishment, as well as, one who is fairly burtal and very strict. I seem to find myself, with what seems to be, an obsession of being over used inappropriately, man handled. And when deemed necessary, I am not, unaccustom to being tied-up and bound into place, enabling me to be forced to endure, a more then neccessary, number of toys and gadgets, by using them, with undue amount of force, on the inside and the outside of my body. Although, as erotic, as it should be always, done with an excessive amount of force, when using these toys and gadgets on me. It has caused me, to scream all of my way through, a multipal number of orgasms, one right after another. Until finally, the only way, I might be able to keep myself in a place of sanity, I have to allow myself, to slid down into, an unconcious place, of being. I am very serious about, what I do and the things, that are being done to me. Therefore,I have absolutely, no time at all and can not and will not, tolerate, any kind of head games at all.. But,unfortunately, I can not always, keep these from happening. And unfortunately, when it does happen,I always seems to lose, something, or someone, I guess that's what you get for wearing my heart on my sleeve. However, I am working harder at not caring to much about anyone, maybe with some time, I'll get better at it. But for now, it would be nice to try to take some comfort in knowing, that with any luck at all, my master, will still be there. Ready and willing to inflict truely hard and painful punishments for obediance training on me. And doing so, as often as I like. He should be there, overpowering me, with exstremely rough and hard sex. And, as well as him being there, he should also be there, resembling my preferrence in a man. I prefer big and tall men not fat men. Someone who would be, completely able, to handle and control any situation if needed and he definately needs, to be able to handle and control me.
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My Ideal Person:
Someone who tall and stiking, to look at, a good sence of humor would be good, even if it is a little jaded. A man that takes the lead and is a good comanding master. Someone who would treat me like a lady and with respect in public, but, like a down right slut, in his bedroom. A man who doesn't get to squimish, over causing me to cry a few tears and rather enjoys, listening to me beg him to stop, because the pain his is causing me, is just a bit to intense. However, I'm not interested in someone who is mean, just for the sake of being mean. And ladies, please don't bother because i won't respond, I an only interested in being handled by men.
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