See Update 12/2/07 below.
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Straight up, here goes. I am a 37 year old married, Christian mother of 2 who should not be on this sight. There are obviously many open-minded people here who maybe can enlighten me.
I have been married for 16 years to a man who I am committed to but who has nearly lost his interest in sex. Frankly, I have lost all interest in him.
I have just lost a few pounds, got a new hairstyle and some new clothes (a bit more revealing than I'm used to!), and feel great about the way I look. Actually, I look better than I ever have.
I'm finding myself overwhelmed with sexual feelings and fantasies that he cannot possibly fulfill. He is a prominent member at a local church, so you can imagine the dilemma I find myself in.
My personal values do leave me feeling confused and guilty but I get so hot and frustrated at times, I must find an answer.
Update 12/2/07:
Time has become a constraint for me. (A different type of bondage.) In order to remain here I must use my time wisely. Here's what I can offer now. I clearly am an exhibitionist at heart. Second, I love pleasing you guys with my pictures. I can give you lots of pictures but not as much time as I'd prefer writing stories. I so enjoy reading the stories I've been sent but I can't realistically reciprocate fully. I often have one opportunity each week for new pictures and will take requests from those in my friends network first and any others will then be considered. I post these publicly for all to see. If this is for you, please note that I much prefer stories personalized to us/me rather than just a story cut and pasted - but those can be good, too.
This is not to say I won't be responding in any way. I will - how could I not respond to some of you?!? I only hope this will manage my time better so I can stay here. This has been a fantastic experience for me so far.
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My Ideal Person:
Oct. 20 - I get lots of messages, some I respond to and some I don't. Here's a big hint. Read my profile! I'm only interested in emails and have clearly indicated that. I say nothing about meeting or phone calls or webcams. I'm married. It is unlikely I will be calling you or meeting with you. If you are thinking of suggesting that to me, especially in your first message, you can be assured I will politely ignore you. By not understanding what I have said about myself, I make some quick assumptions about you. I hope that helps.
By the way, for those who are wondering, I have a friend from grade school who I trust very much. She takes my pictures.
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