30 year old former housewife with 2 years almost a decade ago as a 24/7 slave just left bad marriage and looking to return to slavery.
i have/had a very high pain threshold and enjoy severe public (out of town) & private humiliation.
Update 9/19/08 - My daughter is back in school and I have days and every other weekend free to play.
i can meet every other weekend, and some evenings, if i have a lot of advance notice (like a week or so). this is really important to me right now and i hope that only sincere people will contact me.
for parttime play and weekends: caging, exposure and rape scenes are always welcome...i want my choices taken from me during those times, i know the difference between a sub and a slave, and i am a slave.
i have only met with a few people and i hope to find someone who will work toward taking me permanently
December 23, 2008 UPDATE ------ please see the update below !
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My Ideal Person:
i am looking for a man, a couple or a group of men who want a slave who is demanding and degrading, and who won't stop seeking their pleasure because their slave cries or screams...i hope to find a total slavery situation for the times when i am available now, and someone who really is a Master - who is not emotionally a parttime master/owner - to train me to be what he wants me to be...i want to lose myself totally in serving someone else...forever
December 23, 2008 - I finally convinced USDC to be my Master...i get to live with him now and love my life at his feet. thank all of you for considering me, it took months to convince him and i am so proud and happy now. thank you again ! i am told that this coming spring my training will include being "shopped out" to other masters...
April 2, 2009 - i am now allowed to be "shopped out" to other doms and couples one weekend a month and anytime that my Master is traveling so that someone will keep me in my place...He wants me to have some outside experience, and because of...well my upbringing...be wants me to meet with people of every race. anyone interested should me and then him.
May 7th Update...an important note - My daughter does know about my role in my dominant relationship, that i am a slave, but she WILL NOT BE AVAILABLE to participate in my being shopped out and my owner will veto and cut me off from anyone who suggests it...please respect this because it is an absolute limit.
thank you....Ashley
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