05/26/09 Remember when the whisper of a name, made your heart skip?
03/27/09: I am looking for my One, the love of my life, my Sir, companion, friend, lover, all rolled into one. Until then I explore and try new kinds of play, meet people, make friends, and hang on to hold ones. I am very social and enjoy the lifestyle events, functions, and spending time with those I love.
I have had my heart broken more than once, but it does not stop me from still searching and hoping.
Trust does not come without Honesty. I cannot love someone without either. I cannot play without either.
I still feel that I am new to the lifestyle (just under 2 years), but I have learned some valuable lessons so far. I have made some fantastic friends, and many pleasureable social acquantances.
My profile and I are still under construction, can't wait to see the finished product.. but wait, is it ever completed, or does it keep growing on this journey called life?
09/27/08: I am honest, caring, and fun loving. I am searching for my lover, partner, soul mate. Did that scare you away yet? Hmmm, let me try harder. My experience is the Vanillas just want sex and no commitment. The Life-stylers just want play and no commitment. If you are still reading, good. Now, I feel we want the same things, just too scared to admit it. Perhaps afraid to take the chance on another relationship. Still stinging from the last burn? I believe in taking risks, without them, I may never find true happiness.
03/30/08: I know when I am on a motorcycle, I get some of my best clarity of thought. It is my meditation. With it being winter still, I must be using my driving to accomplish the same thing. Today, while in my car, my thoughts went towards the people who judge me. They judge me for my friends or they judge me because I ride a motorcycle. I remembered someone a few months ago was surprised to find out that I wore a suit at work. It amused me at the time. I actually like it when people judge me because of the things I do, or people I like. It helps me to know who to invest my time with and who not to. If someone would rather stereo type me or not go past what they see, and choose not to get to know me, then they are not worthy of the gifts I have to offer, as a friend, confidant, or lover.
Those that truly know me, know that my greatest desires are in the things I have not tried yet. When I am asked, "what do you like to do", I really cant give a complete answer, for I don't limit myself to what I know here and now. I find life is something to explore, the day I stop thinking that, I hope is the day after I die. You might think you know me, but you don't. Did you know I have and can easily dine in the finest private clubs with the elite and those with amounts of money I will never see or understand in my very short lifetime? Did you know I have met politicians and a president? Did you know that when I was a teenager, I was written about in the Washington Post? Did you know I love to fly, but have a fear of falling?
See, those who think they know me, don't.
I may not be educated or intelligent in the ways many think a person should be. I don't know art, or artists, or one era from another, but I can cry, and I have, when I see a painting or sculpture that moves me. I can stare at a piece of art, look at every brush stroke, and be in awe.
I can't tell you what band came out with what song, or who wrote which lyric, but when listening to the right music, I feel it in my heart and into my inner core, and my soul is either stirred into an array of emotions, or made calm like a summer night.
I can look at a photograph and feel the emotion from that moment in time and empathize with subject.
I love the sound of ocean waves on a beach at night. The lullaby of the sea. You can also put me in front of a fireplace in a cabin, with soft music, then wrap me in your arms and we hold each other till we fall asleep. Laughably I can sleep in a tent with the roar of motorcycles going by, another lullaby for me to rest to.
You think you know me but you don't. So don't judge me by who my friends are, what I have done in my past, or that I ride a motorcycle.
I have been told I am a great catch. Those are silly words. No one has to catch me, for I am here. To love me, is to know me, to share the journey of intimacy is the path to that love with me.
Find me and lets join our journeys into one great trip, and not go through life alone.
Thank you for reading, for if you understand then you were actually listening to my heart.
01/06/08: I am honest, caring, and fun loving. I am searching for my lover, partner, soul mate. Did that scare you away yet? Hmmm, let me try harder. My experience is the Vanillas just want sex and no commitment. The Life-stylers just want play and no commitment. If you are still reading, good. Now, I feel we want the same things, just too scared to admit it. Perhaps afraid to take the chance on another relationship. Still stinging from the last burn? I believe in taking risks, without them, I may never find true happiness.
10/07: My profile is under construction and so am I. I am a submissive and looking for the right Dom. Just out of a D/s relationship with no regrets, just looking for my new Sir that wants all of me and what I have to offer for a LTR. I am on a journey, one that is called life. It is up to me to enjoy it, or be miserable. Guess which one I pick? Wanna join me in my adventure?
More will be revealed.
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My Ideal Person:
I am tired of playing games. I desire to be with someone who can communicate in all areas of his life, not just "play". Are you honest? Do you like to laugh? Do you know the difference between force and submission?
BTW, if you are married or in a relationship where she thinks you are monogamous, bye bye. I can have fun, I can get sex, and I can find people to play with. I want more. If you don't want that, go away. Also, I am not interested in a man who is a sub, switch, bi, bottom, "discreet" or wants to learn with me. Be real, be honest, be open, and be experienced. Gee, sounds a bit b*tchy, but hey, if you understand then great, if you don't, I won't take the time to explain it to you.
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