I'm very attractive, smart, whitty ... where are you. Seeking ONE very special arrangement. I want to be your prized possession that you use. You must greatly enjoy, humiliating, demoralizing and dominating me. Your erection should come from slapping my face, and controlling me for your satisfaction. Race play is a must. Age play/rape play are good too! You must know your place, you will force me into mine. You must take care of me, your useless, yet invaluable toy. This offer is only for a man who is generous, financially stable, intelligent, well endowed, not fat and not unattractive. I am 29, very attractive, black, 36c, 125. I don't want a 24/7 dom/sub relationship or any traditional 24/7 relationship, however I offer the promise of the behavior of being owned by you if we select each other. I'm not a pro. Only serious
responses please.

My Ideal Person:
I'm intelligent and college degreed. You will have to be the same. I believe you domination will first begin with my mind, so you must be creative. It is through my mind that you will keep my attention, as it greatly needs to feel humiliation. You would also find me to be a perfect vanilla, so if you seek to have 'normal time' with me, you'll learn that I'm well versed in many arenas, sweet and funny. I'm house broken in public too! I've been in rooms with "mega celebrities and corporate execs" I've always fit in. Funny, I fit in here better I'm extraordinarily passionate. You have to enjoy me snuggling you once you are done with me.

My Scale
1-10 (in terms of needs)

Humiliation 10
Degradation 10
Your control 9.5
Receiving Pain 6
Receiving a whip 7
Face slapping 10
Dehumanization 10
Race Play 10
Rape Play 10

I hope your scale is at least very close.

This area is called "what your (me) looking for," so I figured, I'd share a part of an email I received since sometimes the words of another do better then one's own. BTY this gents in NY so he's ... too far for me to play with ... and no I don't think he's particularly extreme:

Like you, I don't think there is any sexier thing in this world then a woman crying from being sexually abused and humiliated. Sobbing from the combination of humiliation, verbal abuse and punishment. Not the sniffling, tear down the cheek crying, but full on sobbing, when she realizes and has to endure that she is being treated with absolutely no respect whatsoever to her dignity and decency as a woman.
The more she cries, the more turned on I become, and I only want to laugh and humiliate her further. That picture you have and what you wrote describes it all beautifully.

I seek a slave, where she is my slave bitch, stripped, collared, cuffed, chained, shackled, etc. Forced to crawl naked on all fours wherever she goes, kept leashed in the corner, or caged, used and enjoyed and abused as pure cunt meat property. Face slapped and intense, very intense, verbal humiliation and subjugation. When whipped, whipped like a slave, blindfolded, gagged and flogged (But always within safe and sane limits). Made to eat off the floor like a pet. Sexually used, fucked, humiliated, as I wish, without any apology, guilt or regret on my part. Nothing more then naked cunt and ass on the end of a leash for my use. Made to be a little cock sucking whore whenever I wish, faced used as a cum rag and receptacle.Even used as a footstool if I care. bitch cunt, humping my foot like a little doggy bitch in heat, then after her little horny cunt cums, forced to lick up the mess Master's allowed her to make at his feet.
Make her masturbate in ways that totally embarrass and humiliate her just for my amusement and entertainment.
I LOVE having my ass worshipped and forcing her to lick, kiss and tongue my ass and asshole when told to. I'm not into scat in any way shape or form, but take great pleasure in humiliating her with golden shower abuse.

And if you want to take it to a racial level, I'll go there with you. I actually have a brain that functions intelligently, so I am not a racist nor do I believe in it. I simply enjoy "going to places that are wrong and taboo". I'd be willing (and excited by) being the white Master who just bought you at the slave auction for me to use and abuse sexually as I please, and enjoy having you as my black bitch kept at the end of my leash.

Then again....
I have wonderful, wicked Daddy aspect to my sexual landscape, and I desire an innocent "little girl" that I can abuse, degrade, humiliate and force to be my slut. Yes, the whole thing - calling me Daddy, dressed in pigtails, ribbons, panties, tank top, socks, being verbally degraded, touched, molested, spanked, slapped, hair pulled, played roughly with, etc etc. Until she is a little sobbing mess on the floor, all defiled, dirty, violated and used. Even would like to not allow her use of the little girls room so ultimately she has no choice but to stand in front of me and wet herself like a lowly, dirty little bitch girl. Whereas I'd be glad to spank her and then relieve myself on her and make her a completely sobbing, soaked wet little mess. The one fantasy I crave to live out so deeply is fucking my little girl in the ass while she cries. Just have her bent over, panties pulled down in her little pig tails, sobbing as Daddy sodomizes her. Her sobs (and hopefully begging pleas and whimpers) mix with my moans of pleasure to create one beautiful symphony of utter taboo delight (I mean, what could be more "wrong" then Daddy fucking his little girl in the ass while she cries? smiles). And by the time I'm crying out in orgasm and cumming hard in her little slut ass, she's full on balling.
That would be so beautiful.

I have no problem with proper aftercare, and gentle, caring behavior. Not so cheesy that it destroys and undermines the dark pleasure of being your Master/Daddy, but enough to make you whole again, if only so I can strip you back down to a lowly state. And outside the bedroom in public, I prefer to be discreet and enjoy my lover's company man to woman. Not looking to be controlling outside the bedroom, as long as there is that dimension of respect towards me for what I represent to her intimately. But like you, I am somehow naturally gifted with being able to transverse back and forth in these worlds, where I show you total respect outside the bedroom, and absolutely no respect inside.

I also have some deep, wonderful fantasies that involve rape play and sharing you with other men (Daddy's friends, fellow Master's using my slave, private sex parties/gangbangs), all imagined in a safe, sane, protective and selective environment. I'd be glad to share them with you if you wish.

When it comes to truly transcendent pleasure, excitement, fulfillment, I find it accomplished only through the simple use, humiliation and sexual abuse of the female creature. Yes, free to be mean to you, cruel to you as sub-human property. And not acting. Where tears don't mean stop, don't, you shouldn't, but rather they accelerate the process of taking away all your dignity and decency as a female. I know that it is in your lowest place is where YOU find you're greatest sense of freedom and reward. And thus, this is why I am not afraid to humiliate and abuse you, why I don't feel pity for you, but rather a arousal and joy at seeing you and putting you in this place. It's not what you like or want, but what you are and need. Thus, your place is that of a lowly black slave bitch, and it's only right and just that I use, humiliate and abuse you for my perverted pleasures. Stopping at nothing (other then your overall safety) until my sick, twisted and perverted desires are fulfilled.

I see a place from where I stand that I want to get to, and that is my total and complete fulfillment sexually and erotically. And that place is on the other side of your dignity, and it's through you I get there. As slave bitch property, it's simply your place to be that vehicle for me.


One final word my loves ... gentleman, I do like, Love, adore, worship older men. Please, if your cock has a difficult time staying hard or cumming ... for the love of all things holy, please, please, please get the little blue pill, so your cock can be served properly!