i am a naturally submissive girl. Have been so my WHOLE life, just did NOT know there was a label for me till last year!
i have learned that i don't NEED to have multiple Doms paying attention to me, to validate my submissive nature! It's just ME!!
W/we MUST be friends...my basic 'rules' for establishing any type of relationship is friends first....anything is possible after that!!
i honestly am not even (how do i say this) practicing as a subbie. Have discovered i really don't need to force what is as much a part of me as my fingernails and eyeballs!
IF and when the right Man comes along that i feel i care enough for first as a Man, THEN W/we will continue into D/s or M/s from there.
i don't just play with anyone. i sincerely need more than just a once in a while Dom putting me through my paces. i NEED love, devotion, absolute trust and respect before i can submit! i NEED 24/7 or a real live together as a couple that is based on the lifestyle, yet can function as just a plain old loving couple to the rest of the world!
That said, i can share more if U are still wanting to be friends. OK??
Yes, i hold on to the belief that my soul mate is on this earth and i can be happy and content in a relationship! AND i am SO wanting and needing to develop a soul deep bond with a Dom! Yes, but NOT typical 24/7....more of a mutually loving, 'normal' in most aspects of our relationship EXCEPT pure kink in the bedroom!! AND i would ALWAYS be respectful and KNOW YOU are the boss!
Having lived my WHOLE life solely responsible for myself and my son, i am way too used to just doing what is needed and doing so automatically! To HAVE to stop, think about asking my Master if i CAN or should do ....whatever......is just a set up for failure!!
i LOVE sex!! Am NOW more uninhibited and FREE to express it than ever before!! i wish it to be a mutually satisfying experience! SHARE!!
This has been the most rewarding, self-growth period of my entire life! i feel like i have been REBORN and finally have a chance at finding happiness in a relationship!
As far as the Fetish List goes, PLEASE keep in mind that i am fairly inexperienced and many things are not HARD limits, but with the right Dom, i may be willing to try...AND that even IF i have checked it, does NOT mean i have actually experienced it!! Ask me...i do NOT lie and am always as honest and sincere as i can be!
i need and seek emotional and spiritual closeness.
AND i will not just 'test the waters'. i want this to be my FINAL decision regarding relationships.
Feel free to contact me, i will answer each and every email i receive!
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My Ideal Person:
An experienced Master, who is both firm yet kind. Someone who is intelligent and has a complimentary personality to my sassy/bubbly one.
You MUST be able to share Your heart and soul with me! That is the only way i can be the best subbie to You as possible!
i love to be teased and flirted with! But also wish to be respected for my intelligence and as a lady! i love to have LONG deep conversations about anything and everything! Love having my mind challenged as much as having my body tested!!
i am not a pain slut, due to multiple Sclerosis i just don't tolerate pain.
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