i am a submissive, pain slut, brat, bottom, fat chick, aspiring slave and most of all a Daddy's girl.
i've been exploring and participating in BDSM in some form or another since my early teens. i've been involved in local leather communities off and on for the last 5 years.
i have a bit of experience in various aspects of play, including impact, fire and electricity. i've reached the point where i feel i have enough experience to not feel completely new, but i still have so much to learn and experience.
i have never submitted to anyone, really. as a bottom i follow the commands of the Top in charge, but it doesn't go beyond the scene. i very much want to experience complete submission - to be owned, protected, cared for. To be guided, trained, disciplined and nurtured. i long to belong to someone - to be his possession, to exist for his pleasure.
i wish to experience all that this life has to offer, i aspire to be someone's slave, toy and girl. and i still hold out the hope that someday i will know what it is to serve completely.
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My Ideal Person:
The one who will own me will know the difference between being a Master and a Daddy. He will know that often the distinction between the two is more blurry than clear, but he will also know where one aspect ends and the other begins.
He will be patient and strong, physically and mentally. He will be intelligent, willing to teach and to train. He will have a strong sense of honor and integrity. He will treat me with a quiet dignity even in scenes and situations that would appear undignified to the outside world.
He will be confident and experienced enough to push me and take me from my comfort zone - to know instinctively when to push further and when to ease off. He will be hard on me and demanding, but he will also cuddle and comfort me when i am feeling small. He will acknowledge and cherish the child in me and he will discipline her as needed.
He will understand the weight of the titles "Master" and "Daddy". He will know that i do not use those terms lightly and that when i do use them with him i am sincere. He will know that this .. this life .. this bond .. this exchange is not a game. He will know that this is a large aspect of my life just as it is his.
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