All my life I have fantasized about serving. While other young girls dreamed of princes and fancy weddings, I dreamed of him. A faceless man with so much self confidence, so much honor and self respect that I could not want anything more but to please and serve him. This man was passionately hungry for me and always made sure I understood that I was there for his taking and his taking alone. He ravaged my body like an animal then held me tightly like a precious jewel. He expected things of me and cherished me in ways that inspired me to long for living up to his expectations. He would come to know me better then I knew myself. An instinctively dominant man with an unquenchable thirst to control his subject's mind and body. His need to dominate as eternal as my need to submit. A relentless man who, no matter how much I resisted or how fast I tried to run, his dominance would stand strong, stilling me and reminding me what I am and who I belong to. With him I experience belonging in the most passionate sacred sense. With him I make sense and I am full of purpose and self respect.
I dream of a life of structure and discipline. A life where I know what is expected of me and the pleasure for living up to those expectations is endless. In the same respect, the consequences for falling short of those expectations should sting my flesh and haunt my soul. He will address me by my name, but in so many different tones. A pleasing, comforting tone when I make him happy. A slow, rolling growl when I have made him angry. A soft, biting whisper on the back of my neck to ignite my sexual submission. He is the man of my dreams and I will settle for nothing less.
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking to play with a mature, experienced, professionally and financially accomplished gentleman who knows the fine art of mental domination. My fantasy lies somewhere between the mentoring relationship between Richard Gear and Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman and the protective, very sexually charged relationship between Mickey Roarke and Kim Basinger in 9 and a half weeks. Looks are secondary to the respect you command when you enter a room. Power intriques me. Financially secure men intrique me. This is not because i am a gold digger, rather, because i love the power that money affords men. i respect powerful men who have accomplished financial security and it is crucial that i respect the man who will mentor me.
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