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I've always had these fantasies... and never dared tell anyone or play them out, they are extreme, well to me at least, I've shared a lil w/a lover but he wouldn't go further as I wanted to, I've been switch many times, enjoy using a strap on... and dominating a lil, but my real fantasy and desires are that of being a sub/sex slave. ok, I think I need to clarify something, I will be clear as to exactly what I am into, "at least in my fantasies" rape/victim, gagging/anal,verbal humiliation ending w/tenderness and loving words... of course after being used, ordered to crawl for you beg for you suck and lick you, I like to get slapped, my hair pulled, etc... I've fantasized about gang bangs ... but not sure I could take it or would want to... I'm starting to think I'm on the wrong site lol I do NOT want to be beat w/canes and or tortured, the most I'd want is a paddle ... I do not want scars! I have a very tight pussy my ex lover couldn't fist me, and ass. I am for the patient Master. "not into extreme pain" not into biting. Am I to weak for you? sorry. but I really only want what I mentioned, perhaps a tad more ...
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My Ideal Person:
I'd like to meet a strong man who has a heart, who is caring and daring, who is a master and knows how to take me to different levels but is caring enough to bring me back ... i will lose myself in him w/him where he takes me, but i do expect him to bring me back... understand what i mean? after the force, the humilisation... i want comfort tenderness and encouragement, to be told how good i was and feel loved. to me, opening up like this is a very intimate experience so i do expect it to be appreciated although i want to be punished i am freely giving myself therefore i'm giving you a gift as you are me, I appreciate your masterpiece.
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