Shopping is My Life Been very busy lately and so haven't been able to answer emails..... Did find time to go grocery shopping again  Fortunately, since I didn't have a lot of time, there were several big fat carrots right on top of the pile. I just reached in and grabbed a handful. The clerk, Carlos smiled and we exchanged pleasantries.
Grocery Shopping - July 2008 Visiting the vegetable aisle, I pause at the carrots. My favorite vegetable... I glance around and choose a couple of big fat ones from the middle of the pile. I wonder -- does that guy over there notice me picking carrots from the middle? And what about the clerk--every week the same thing. And when they only have those thin carrots, it's so disappointing.
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I'm really into yoga and staying healthy, both mentally and physically. I really prefer my partners to be the same. I like all parts of sex, the smell, the sight, the feel.
so much of my life I did what I thought I *should* even though it didn't feel right and turned out wrong anyway. Now, I think I'll try doing what I want that does feel right.
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My Ideal Person:
I want a guy who is fit and who loves women. And by fit I mean thin or athletic. I like to feel muscles. I want a smart guy, educated, leftist. I am not sure I want to be a sub sexually, or maybe sometimes. But I want to learn about my sub side. But, first I will need to develop trust, then slowly experiment with submissiveness to see what it is like. Maybe experiment with my dominant side in sex also, since I have to be that way in real life...
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