This little girl is searching for many things right now. Mainly i'm looking to see who i am. Until i do that, I don't think that i could help a true partner in life. This little one has been hurt many times over by those who believe nothing else matters but His pleasure and wants and needs. My greatest desire is to please my Master but i need to feel safe in the knowledge that He cares for me also.
Why is D/s often portrayed to be a one way street? It is still based on a relationship and without compromise and love, a true relationship will break without trust. Right now i'm looking for friends and like minded people to share experiences with but not in a sexual nature nor in a "play session" nature either. Sorry.
Just looking for friends. Nothing more.
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My Ideal Person:
Ideal places a very concrete boundary on the most unpredictable thing on earth - humans. I will say this about my "ideal" partner in life...
1. He will not be older than 38 (in 2009). PLEASE DO NOT contact me if you are older than 38. Unless it is a rare case, I guarantee you I will not be interested. I was once married to a man 18 years older so YES I've tried it... NO it didn't work for me.
2. He will have at least some experience within the realm of D/s. I do not believe someone must have practiced BDSM for 40 years to take a submissive... but there is much to be said for someone who has been around the block. If you are brand new or think D/s is something kinky for sex, please do not contact me. My desires are deeper than just sexual --- that does NOT mean you just go deeper in me however.
3. My 'Master' will be my life - heart, body, soul, spirit, future. I want someone who will open up to me as much as He wishes me to open to Him. If I am to be with someone in marriage and in life, I want our hearts to be open to everything -- together. No secrets, no hidden wishes, no past mistakes hiding in the closet... He will be open and honest.
4. As every woman will say, I want a partner who is funny. Someone who can make me laugh when I have a bad day is as much a perfect catch as someone who can arouse me until i lose my mind in orgasm. Capture my mind and you will win my heart...
5. Finding someone who doesn't view me as inferior is a must. Yes I am a submissive... but that does not make me worth less as a human being. I will serve you because it is engrained in me - not because I think I'm scum and worthless. If I was a worthless stupid girl, would you feel proud to call me yours? I would hope not. I work hard to be an intelligent, contributing member of society and I seek someone who would recognize this and CHERISH it.
5. Someone who is willing to let me change my mind occasionally is a must... You'll eventually see why.
There are other things but they will come up in conversation if we get that far. And to everyone honestly and whole-heartedly searching for their "ideal" mate on alt, Good Luck. We're all going to need it...
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