Hi,
I am an experienced submissive who is looking for a LTR with a preferably experienced dominant friend and lover. As an ideal, I would desire to have a one on one, local and regular monogamous relationship with an intelligent man who has a sense of humor, is well balanced, and likes to travel.
I am on a mission to not only find an affectionate and intelligent Master and friend, but to lose some weight and hope that you can help me on this mission. The pics with the stars and stripes are extremely recent because they were taken today 9/26/08, and the last pic on my site with the mask is me five pounds heavier and was taken on 8/23/08.
Check out how I'm getting in shape, and am definately looking to find someone who wants to help me get into shape - through XXX pleasure acts , dancing, (which I've been told I have a talent for martial arts, (I'm a green belt taekwondo) walking and hiking. My goal is to lose at least 18lb from the point of the stars and stripes photos. If you are into fitness then you might just be the guy for me!
I am an experienced submissive who has been into the scene for all of my adult life as well as much of my non-adult life. When I first became sexually aware, I also found that I liked to draw sado-masochistic pics and masturbate while looking at them. I was very concerned that my obsessive and tormenting sexual thoughts was not normal, and I was very concerned by these sado-masochistic thoughts which did their seemingly sole purpose of tormenting me while also pleasuring my mind. I decided I better keep these secret thoughts to myself since I thought that maybe this meant that something was very wrong with me. I started experimenting with convincing my lovers to spank me and later to pull my hair during play, etc.
I love intensity, drama, verbal humiliation, edge play, fear, role play. I love emotional and physical play, and pain should always be pleasurable and my partner should be experienced enough or willing to learn that I enjoy pain as pleasure. I'm looking for someone who can also show me affection. Respecting my limits as well as understand using codes is very important to me.
I am not looking for 24/7 as I enjoy being an assertive person when not in the BDSM scene. I do enjoy extended scenes on occasion, and can function in and out of BDSM scenes throughout the day/night at my Master's or Sir's request at a moments notice.
I am an honest, loyal, intelligent and affectionate person who likes to also be around honest, loyal and affectionate people. I am a giving person who believes any relationship is a two way street.
Outside of the BDSM scene play, I don't like to be around people who show disrespect, who are emotionally or physically abusive, or just want to take advantage of me and not give in a relationship. Outside of the BDSM scene, you should not be someone who has regular anger problems, who is physically and/or emotionally abusive or who raises their voice in anger.
I am a sensitive, creative, and artistic person as well as being musically inclined. I enjoy singing, dancing, songwriting, writing, and all forms of artistic expression. I am a spiritual person who likes to be around people of good moral fiber and who consider themselves spiritual people. I have a great sense of humor.
I like to be around someone who cares about my feelings. Preferably, I like to be around people who are used to the finer things in life. I have travelled extensively to many countries and islands, and have also lived outside the country for several years.
As an ex-smoker, I don't like to be around people who smoke cigarettes at all because I don't want to be tempted to smoke cigarettes, and I find the smell revolting. I prefer to be around someone who does not drink alcohol - or someone who does not drink excessively.
Thank you for reading my profile.
Yours trully,
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking for a local white dominant male play partner who is preferably though not necessarily experienced within the BDSM scene. He should be emotionally balanced, good hearted. I would like to find someone who is well endowed!) , but I am more interested in what exists within the person - (someone who is spiritually balanced to not be considered sociopath)than what is on the outside.
I am looking for someone who is affectionate, as well as enjoys being shown affection. Idealistically, you should be in decent physical shape and enjoy regular exercise.
I would like to find someone experienced in the scene who knows that they are definitely interested in what I am specifically looking for.
I am looking for someone for friendship and companionship. I would like to have a one on one monogamous relationship. I would like to find someone who is intelligent, has a good sense of humor, and who is financially secure.
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