My Ideal Person:
An extremely intelligent, creative, caring, respectful, trustworthy man with a great sense of humor, and most of all he should be passionate and loving. Someone with the capacity for intense intimacy. A man who is not opposed to occasionally switching and letting me show my sensuality. Someone not into sadism, and not a psycho, but into mutual pleasure and desire, and if that involves a little pain and it gives us both pleasure then all the better. Someone who doesn't need to see the wizard for a heart and a brain.

Someone to whom the intimacy, the need, the want, is essential to finding the one on one relationship he desires. Someone I can actually have a conversation with outside of the BDSM relationship. Someone who believes words should be a part of foreplay. Someone turned on by my desire to please him. Someone to love, protect and cherish my gift to him. After all, Love is an irresistible desire to be desired irresistibly, and that describes what I want. Someone who can appreciate my darkest desires and allow me to share them and act them out with him. A definite one on one relationship with only The One.

I am one of those women who goes through
life joining in its perversities
but continually seeking her romantic
notions of a knight in shining armor
coming to her rescue, a prince among
men who knows instinctively what's hidden
inside her mind, knows how to bring her
the peace within herself she needs when he
is with her. Feeding her need for romance,
and fantasy. Loving her no matter what she
may have done. Creating that need inside her
to be dominated by him and make her want to
do almost anything to please him, her knight,
her prince, her lover, her friend, The One.

I do not live this 24/7 nor do I want to. I like my life, enjoy vanilla sex as you call it here, but I find the Need, the Want is becoming overwhelming. I need to let go and let someone else take over.

I am here to learn, to educate myself, explore the darker part of myself I keep hidden, and to write about it. What can you teach me?

Please remember I am CYBER only. Please respect that. If we should hit it off we can talk about a meet.

When you read my blogs, my stories, know that they are part reality, part fantasy and I hope enjoyable for some of you.

Looking forward to reading your resumes....lol.