Update: November 20th, 2008 I am no longer looking i have found my One and look forward to exploring and experiancing the lifestyle with Him He makes me happier then i ever though i could be and i only strive to make Him feel the same way i do. He is everything i thought i wanted and everything that i need. He is my One, and i am His lil' slut 
Hello A/all  I recently begun to learn about this lifestyle. I know that I am submissive, but I do not know to what extent. I know some major limits, but I do not know any specific ones. At this stage I am merely looking to learn more about the lifestyle and myself. One day I will be an excellent sub for a Dom, but that day is not here, nor will it be any time soon. Although I am very willing to learn, I will learn at my own pace and at this point in time, the pace I have set is a slow one.
I have always been interested in the sexual side of BDSM, whether it be bondage, forced orals, rape fantasies, etc. and only recently have i begun to see this as a lifestyle and in a spiritual way. i have always enjoyed making others happy and pleasing, serving others. giving others pleasure, gives me pleasure, whether it be a good ole' blow job or making my man a meal or making Him smile.
I've realized that, although some pain can turn me on, I am not a pain slut and I do not enjoy excessive amounts of pain
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My Ideal Person:
I am looking for a loving, caring, Dom with a firm hand. Someone who can be my teacher, my friend, my lover. I want a Dominant guy who knows what He is doing and know what He wants and will help guide me along on my journey. i have found Him
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