I am a very independent, hard headed, impatient, submissive. That throws people off the contradictory aspects of my personality. I have tried alot of things but still come back to the D/S. I am not into being treated like nothing. I am not on here to be abused. Submission is not about abuse or even used. It's an exchange. Exchange of trust, an exchange of power and exchange of desire. I want to be taken, tied up, teased, brought to my ends with pleasure, and evermost give my lover my total submission and complete trust. I want to please. I want to share. I want to experience the levels that I know are just beyond my reach at the moment. I am not a slave. I can stand on my own, I just wish there was someone to stand with me.
I know what i want now after 26 years. Right when i figure it out there's no one there to fulfill the desperate needs that are almost becoming to much for me.
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