I have found that man...the perfect one for me...who is teaching me, taking me to new heights and allowing me to explore further than I ever dreamed. Relocating to be with him 24/7. No longer accepting e-mails.
Some may think I am not extreme, that I dont belong here. I am interested in many things on the fetish list...some definately turn me on, others I am just not sure about. Something that I think would not be enticing may be the very thing that turns me on most if I try it. One major reason I am excited by the thought of being a sub is that I may be pushed into trying different fetishes and experiencing new sensations. Unwilling at first and then an avid devotee, who knows? I maybe a novice at everything...but I am a curious novice, an eager novice. I look at things in wide-eyed wonder. Although shy, I know I would blossom with the proper training from the right master. I am a BBW, and somewhat self conscious, but maybe you can make me forget all of that in the heat of the moment, freeing my mind to experience all that you want for me to feel - every sensation, every pain, every pleasure, every emotion, from fear to ecstacy. Are you that master who has the skills to make me what you know I can be?:
[if255 1]
My Ideal Person:
A man who is interested in experimenting and finding out what is the best for both of us. A man who is not afraid to push my limits, but who respects me and will not crush my spirit. A master who is gentle but firm, who will make me realize he is in charge, but also that he cares about me deeply and wants the best for me. A master who does not try to force respect from me, but earns it with his care and attention.
|