I love to play with myself as often as i can. I need to be dirty in order to satisfy my sexual appetite. Realistically, however, i tend to suppress my deviant side with others because i feel ashamed of it. I can fantasize and jack off all day without feeling horrible about what gets me off, but once its over, everything changes. Yesterday i opened up all the curtains in the house that faced the street and took off my top. I walked around like that all day and it made me so wet and hot to think that anyone could see me. Night fell and i turned on all the lights. I took off my jeans and panties and put on a pair of cut off levis that are WAY too small for me and WAY too cut-off to hide anything (basically not publicly appropriate). God damn, my wet slit was slick and my clit was swollen and throbbing like crazy. i decided to close the shades, however, before the whole neighborhood spotted me. I wanted to keep it as if i didnt know i was so exposed in my private domain. i opened one side window that faces the back of a business where nobody is SUPPOSED to be but at times you catch someone lurking around there for no reason. I was hoping that a stranger would receive my private invitation and possibly invite a couple of his buddies to take turns with the camera. I just want to be fucked. So i proceeded to pull a table up to the window and fuck off with the nearest object i could find. I pressed my tits against the glass and slid the handle of my hairbrush into my tight little pussy. The thought of some strange man pounding my hole with his gigantic cock was all i needed to cum right there on the spot. I couldnt see a damn thing out that window, but i was hoping that he had been watching and had left signs. If i wouldve seen an obvious audience i would have stopped. I immediately felt ashamed (no longer dirty, dirty feels good), and i closed the shades and dressed up. What if someone really did see me? What if people i know found out? None of it felt good anymore. I didnt even get to fuck myself in the ass and i couldnt believe i even wanted to. How can i be so nasty? I vowed never to "accidentally" expose myself like that again. What was i thinking? Well, today i woke up to the sound a leaf blower right outside my window. Its ten in the morning and im ready to start fucking off again. I peeked out the window and watched as two men cleaned the back side of the business (no hints to the name of the business...just yet!). So i stripped down, opened the shades up all the way, and pressed my ass up against the glass. I then bent over as far as i could and i spread my round cheeks far apart and...well you can imagine how ashamed i felt when i was through. I think i need help. It just gets worse  guess im just a dirty whore.
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