I kind of hate these things, I never know what to say. Thanks for looking at my profile.
Im just an average girl with a kinky brain. Ill play any role games as long as Im the submissive. I love being dominated.
Men began trying to fuck me when I was ten, sexual attention has always been a comfort, its been the one constant in my life.
At thirteen I lost my virginity to three military guys home on leave. They were quite nice about it all in all. They took me into a garage, took off my clothes and took turns mounting me. They never knew I was a virgin. Unusual way for a girl to lose her virginity but we all have a story. The next day when I was thinking about it, I wished they had held me down. Ive been kind of kinky since day one I guess.
Ive spent some time in the BDSM community and Im proud of my skills as a submissive most of the time. Ive been played a lot by numerous dominates, restrained, flogged, whipped, knife played etc. however I prefer there to be sexual overtones, Im not really a masochist. Ive been played by sadists and it doesnt go that well for me. My experience has been that they just want to hurt me and they dont stop.
The idea of safe, sane and consensual sounds good, but I cant always make it apply. One time I wanted rough sex and didnt know anyone who would handle me that way so I went to a bar owned by a biker club. A very hot guy was dancing with me and he put his hands under my skirt and was squeezing my butt. At the time, it seemed like a good idea to take my panties off for him. He kissed me really deep for a few minutes, then took me to a back room and handcuffed me to the leg of a pool table.
The violence made it blurry and I honestly dont know how many men had me that night, Im pretty sure every man in the bar got involved. I remember at one point I threw up and my whole belly was full of sperm. I asked if I could go to the bathroom and they made me pee right there on the floor in front of them, then they fucked me some more.
It was an interesting night, but it definitely wasnt safe, which would lead us to sane
In letting sadists play me, Ive had my cheek and jaw bones fractured, my shoulder dislocated and my ribs badly bruised. Ive been burned, cut, electrocuted and beat unconscious. That just doesnt seem sane to me, which leaves me with consensual
So, to keep it simple, I consent.
Ive always been very faithful and loyal to the Doms Ive served, but Im hell on boyfriends. I just cant be trusted. Ive had several boyfriends but I always seem to let their friends fuck me, or their brothers, and in one case I let my boyfriends father fuck me. I dont know why I do it, except that sexually aggressive men turn me on and I cant say no.
Im currently serving an older gentleman and I try to be loyal to Him, so Im not looking to hook up. He doesnt care about on line relationships so Im hoping to find erotic chat for awhile.
Thats about it, like I said, I never know what to say on these things, sorry.
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My Ideal Person:
Not really looking for anyone in particular. I'm currently serving an older Gentleman and am just hoping to have fun online as a diversion when I need it
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