I'm a full-time college student / single mom. I keep my daughter about half the time, and her father the other half. I am on the plus side, but I try to exercise at least a couple times a week, and eat fairly healthy, to try to get in better shape. I'd actually like to meet someone who would be willing to live a healthy lifestyle with me, and maybe even teach me a thing or three in that aspect.
I've been called everything from quirky to zany. I'm in a poly relationship with another woman who is (mostly) vanilla, but she will be made aware of any other potential relationships, and as long as that caveat is fulfilled, she will be okay with (but (probably) not participating in) them.
I have a sense of humor most would call morbid and black. But I can laugh just as easily at slapstick. I'm well-educated and love to pursue knowledge just for the sake of learning something new.
My gift of submission comes with a price, but it comes with honesty and love. I'm open, I'm blunt, I'm willful, I'm brave. I'll try anything once. Twice if it hurts. I love to be beaten until I cry. I love to be caressed until I cum. I've dabbled in a little bit of a lot of things, and even less have I not enjoyed. There's so much more out there that I want to learn, that I want to experience, though.
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My Ideal Person:
I want someone who doesn't just want to be with me because I'll let them beat the shit out of me. I want them to still be there the next morning, and respect me even more for letting them dominate me. I want a Master/Mistress who knows just how much it really takes to be able to give up complete control of a situation. I demand that s/he be worthy of that control.
I want someone who can come to love my daughter as much as I do. I want someone who I can live a normal, healthy, day-to-day life that is that perfect blend of vanilla and bdsm. But I still want to go to play parties and events and be the center of attention for a while. I'm a bit of an attention whore, I'm afraid, when the situation is right.
I'm not afraid of being "out", but the line (however thinly veiled) must be drawn somewhere. I want someone who knows where to draw that line... and when to cross it. I want to have a relationship with a wo/man first and foremost, and a Master/Mistress second. I demand to be treated with dignity and respect ... except when you want to humiliate me.
I'm looking for someone to explore my submissive / masochistic side with. I was introduced to this beautiful world and then had it taken away from me, and now I feel like something is missing from my life. I miss being beaten, I miss being used, I miss being taken control of... I miss the experience of being pushed to the edge of my limits and beyond.
After a nasty experience, I must add that you better not think that just because you may happen to have more experience than me that it makes you better than me. I will listen to your opinion, and I will give it the respect it deserves, and I expect the same of you. But if my opinion doesn't match yours, that doesn't give you the right to assume you are in the right. I may be a sub, but as my name says, I am willful, and I refuse to let someone else dictate what I feel. If you don't like that, find someone else to walk all over.
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