she has found her Master
she is looking for a woman to help her explore with...
As i sit here and compile thoughts for this entry in what may be a very malleable, perhaps ongoing chronicle of thoughts, beliefs, and emotions i feel the need to describe the events that have brought me to this place.
i have always considered myself strong perhaps as my Master would describe me: willful..and have always searched for a partner stronger, both physically and mentally
in this search, if on the rarire occasion a partner was found, they were not willing to explore a sexual relationship other then vanilla.
Although new to this life i have come to understand that the control i have to give to my Master must encompass not only our sexual lives, but our everyday lives and decisions, which he is kind enough to listen to contributions from me.
It has been explained to me, being either submissive or Dominant is more likely then not genetic in origin. In my past i have been unable to find the peace, serenity, calmness in any relationship that has come to me over the last few months... i have found a man that not only is a patient teacher, but is an intelligent, caring and respectful man... He allows me the room to grow into this new life, role, existence (for lack of a better term) yet still keeping control over more then just my body... which is totally and completely his, to do with whatever he chooses
but as time goes by, i realize that he has my mind as well... he has allowed me to trust what he says, and in this trust is how i have begun to give him all of me, and in giving him this, the control and power over me, i in return have a liberating freedom of which i have never experienced previous to my Master... And although at times this frightens me, unravels me even, i know that i may come to him with fears, apprehensions, advice, and intelligent discussion will always prevail...
my Master has allowed me to communicate with others on this site... at first this disturbed me, i did not see nor understand why this would be important; again, as time passes i begin to see how this would indeed improve me as his slave, which is all i want in the world... so, if one is so inclined to talk with me i would welcome the conversation
so please feel free
my Master is very strict on the conditions of my communication... he does not share, nor will i disobey him...
i have wanted to be with another woman for quite some time and my Master has allowed me to ask that if there is a woman who would like to come and play this would be allowed... i am very curious and am looking forward to the experience... my Master is very good, and very strong, so again please feel free to correspond.
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