i have been in and out of the lifestyle my entire adult life but haven't yet found that one perfect relationship. Is there such an animal? Maybe not in the vanilla world (heaven forbid!) or in the BDSM world. i really don't know but i'm always hopeful (eternal optimist!) my submissive side is not easily ignored, controlled or neglected. It's just always there nawing at me and i have to admit there have been a lot of men who just haven't understood, much less been accepting of it. After all, women of my generation were expected to break away from the '1950's mindset and be independant, strong and even aggressive if/when necessary. Well, i am strong, have been independant and can be aggressive when necessary. But in the end, i just want to come home to "my Man", surrender control, be His woman, feel His strong hand guiding me/taking charge of me, loving me, and yes at times, disciplining me as He deems appropriate. i want to feel submissive, like the little woman ... waiting on Him, taking care of His home, catering to His every desire, surrendering to His masculine Dominance. i am also completely and utterly insatiable when it comes to SEX! i need a Man who takes what He wants, when He wants, how He wants!! i can not tolerate wimpy Men who are always gentle, who feel it's PC to ask their woman for what they want. i need a Man who is aggressive and demanding sexually. One who has very definite tastes and desires and does not have a problem with expecting His female to satisfy His every fantasy. i want to see that look of sheer lust and passion in HIs eyes when He looks at me, like He is absolutely devouring me with no concern for my modesty! That kind of look can make my blood hot, my cunt drip, and my nipples swell with anticipation!! i want to scream "TAKE ME MASTER!" i'm unattached now, D&D free, physically and mentally healthy, not desparate enough to relocate without taking the appropriate time to know each other (i'm NOT looking for casual or temporary playmates). You must be unattached, D&D free, capable of committment, definitely Dominant but not insanely brutal. i'm open to answering questions but will not give out my personal info (address & phone #) without first feeling comfortable in knowing You ... don't ask.
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