(Yes I am/was Blood_Rayne87. I left for a while but now I am back.)
To start with...
I AM NOT A DOMME, DOM, MISTRESS, GODDESS, OR ANYTHING REMOTELY RELATED TO D/S. IN THE SAME BREATH, I AM ALSO NOT A SUB, SLAVE, BABYGIRL, OR ANY OF THAT BULLSHIT. Please do not insult my intelligence and assume any of the above things about me just because I am on this site. I promise you I will not respond nicely.
I prefer to not use labels - I think it is ridiculous. But for those of you that need something to go on, I would consider myself a victim. Prey. That is it. [No...not the whole "Woe is me" type of victim either.] I am fucked up. I know that I am. Am I okay with it? Yes. Yes I am. And I like it that way. DO NOT safety preach to me about what I do, what I like, or what I want. I'm an adult. I figured all of that stuff out long ago, and I don't need someone who thinks they know it all telling me about the dangers of what I do, or telling me that I'm messed up.
Darkness...
I am not talking about guys who like to have "rough sex" and think that is "freaky" or that it makes them dark. I am not talking about guys who like to spank, do nipple torture, bust out whips and chains etc. Just because you like to tie someone up, slap em' on the ass, put some nipple clamps on, choke them a little, gag them and and make them squeal...does not make you dark... I mean actual darkness.
So... for anyone who wants to chat with me -
DO NOT talk about whips, chains, paddles, nipple clamps, or ropes. Don't talk to me about paddling or pinching my nipples and slapping my face, or using nipple clamps on me and how that makes you a "Sadist." Don't start the "A/a" S/shit W/with M/me. I/it's S/stupid. That goes along with D/s crap. I don't do it. It's [quite frankly, in my opinion] ridiculous, and for chicks who are quite content being doormats. That is not me. That will never be me. I will never submit, pretend to enjoy anything, beg for anything, do what I'm told, or put up with that crap. If you can't defeat me when I'm fighting my hardest, keep control of me, or handle me period...You don't deserve to do shit to me. You're weak, a pussy, and I will not like you. If that makes me a bitch, so be it. I get tired of repeating myself.
Now what do I like?
Blood, knives, torture, interrogations (Which can be in the same category as torture, I suppose.) Forced scenes like home invasions, stalker, kidnapping etc. Those are top on my list. I also need to point out,
again..."Torture" doesn't mean nipple clamps, whips, and all that D/s type stuff. It doesn't mean orgasm denial, being spanked, spreader bars, nipple weights, or whatever goofy things dominants like to do. Sorry this seems redundant, but some people can't get it through their heads that turning MY fantasies into their own D/s type of scene, well...that it is a total turn off. I'm not a lil' subby. I'm not going to be. Ever. For anyone. Ever.
Mind fucks...oh yes. That definitely has to be at the top of my list. Psychological games can prove to cause more fear than any physical...well...anything. If you can pull it off....it's probably one of my favorites. I can't really say favorite because I have yet to experience it. But I so DESPERATELY want it, damn near more than anything physical. I want to actually experience it, not pretend to. I want to feel real fear, not pretend to. I want to cry real tears, not pretend tears. I want to think I just may actually die, not have to talk myself into feeling that way just for the sake of the scene.
Limits that I will NEVER change:
- NO WOMEN. I don't want to hear about other women. I don't want to see another woman. I don't want another woman watching, listening, nothing. I am 450% straight. I am so straight I make straight people look gay. No. Fucking. Women.
- No kids. I think that explains itself.
- No piss/scat. Fucking ew. Don't even bring it up.
- No animals. Fucking ew. Don't even bring it up.
- No talking D/s with me. If you can't keep D/s shit out of what I want, don't talk to me.
Currently, I am not in the market for play, but I am up for talking with like-minded individuals.
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My Ideal Person:
Someone mature, intelligent, and creative. Someone who can be crazy, but do it with a finesse as so to not seem crazy when talking with them. Someone witty, able to hold a better conversation than "what's your favorite position". Someone who can use proper grammar. (If you can't type in complete sentences, or spell without using text speak...do not talk to me. I won't answer you.) A sadist. An actual fucking sadist. Not some "dom" with an evil screen-name who claims to be a sadist then proceeds to talk about jamming his cock down throats, and paddling, and nipple clamps, and whipping. An actual, real, honest-to-god sadist. If you're in shape, that's a plus. I'm sorry I just have this mental block that if you can't take care of yourself, then there is no way you can handle me...which makes you weak in my eyes and that's an immediate "do not want to talk." That's just how it is.
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