I am trans-gender. I was born a male, but have always fought an internal battle between the manly side that family and society have fostered, and the feminine side that I was born with. The last few years I have finally come to terms with this shared existence, and live life as the person that I feel inside.
Life now has become my oyster. I am now equally comfortable getting into 'dude' clothes and working on my car or some other project, as I am getting all 'dolled' up for a night on the town. I have enjoyed the new found freedom this brings, and the opportunity to be myself, to not hide a major portion of who I am. Life is good!
...after an interminably long hiatus, I have discovered my heart and soul reaching out for another. Although I find my life content with the wonderful friends and acquaintances I have made, I find myself longing for that special person(s). Someone to share the highs and lows of everyday life. Someone to curl up together, and share if but a moment of intimacy. To love and be loved.
I realize that I 'present' a certain challenge for many. Am I a man?, am I a woman? My best reply is 'yes'. I am a fully functional biological male. I was born with all the 'fiddly bits', and they function as expected. My sexual attraction is primarily with women. However, I was also born with a strong emotional/feminine side. People/events/things often strike me on an emotional chord. I have a strong affinity for color. I like to create things. I like to dress up and be pretty. I find my reactions to many things to be similar to how a woman would react, vs a man.
My 'kink' centers more around sensuality, sensation and experience play. Although I enjoy watching the public displays at after parties and the CSPC, I find that personally, I prefer to play privately. I am also not a big pain slut. I am not into paddling, whips, or just about any impact play. I do enjoy some electric play, as with other 'sensation' devices. Restraints are also fun, once a level of trust is established. These are not hard and fast rules, as I find life is an evolving process. Just where I am right now.
Live, love, laugh...
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My Ideal Person:
So what is it I am seeking? For me, I find that personality is more important than biometrics. Age is but a number. What is important is what is in your heart. Things that I appreciate within are whit/humor, intelligence/wisdom, honor/honesty, kindness, and of course acceptance.
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