I am highly interested in meeting men/a man nearby to me for hot friendship- a girl, this girl has NEEDS! if we click right or maybe more if the winds blow that way. Strong sub here that is open to the right Master.
SecondLife resident- Windchyme.
10/1/09
Possession
by Sarah Mclachlan
Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide
voices trapped in yearning, memories trapped in time
the night is my companion, and solitude my guide
would I spend forever here and not be satisfied?
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Through this world I've stumbled
so many times betrayed
trying to find an honest word to find
the truth enslaved
oh you speak to me in riddles
and you speak to me in rhymes
my body aches to breathe your breath
your words keep me alive
And I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes dear
Into this night I wander
it's morning that I dread
another day of knowing of
the path I fear to tread
oh into the sea of waking dreams
I follow without pride
nothing stands between us here
and I won't be denied
and I would be the one
to hold you down
kiss you so hard
I'll take your breath away
and after, I'd wipe away the tears
just close your eyes...
What about me?
What do I tell you
the One who may capture heart, mind and soul? Where are you, I breathlessly wait for you to come claim me.
I am a displaced country girl. One of my favorite places is the horsebarn as the sun peeks over the horizon sending gentle shafts of gold to play through the mists that rise from the chilled earth. The horses stomping and snuffling in their feeders waiting for their breakfasts. The way, as the earth renews itself again, they hang their heads over the wooden stall doors, gazing at you with the timelessness of their liquid eyes and gently lip at the hand you offer them in greeting. The earthy smell of hay and grain permeates the air as I sit on a bale of hay with my morning coffee in the stillness. The other place I find sacred is the ocean, especially at night. There is something incredibly powerful about it as it crashes against the rocks sending spray like stars into the night, the lullaby of the sea as it ebbs and flows. I love storms
..the thunder and the lightening, the wind whipping my hair wildly around my face as it buffets me and the rain soaks me
. helpless against its awesome power. There is a thrill for me and a humbling facing powerful forces and sometimes mastering and controlling them. Nothing gives me a rush like well handling a large, powerful dog in attack mode. ..all that danger and power under my control. I similarly like working with stallions for the same reason
all that awesome power under my control. I enjoy nature immensely.
While I AM a submissive, I am most certainly not a doormat. I have spark and spirit like a wild horse. One has to earn and keep my submission as it is not given freely. I dont take pushing too well
spooking and dancing out of reach. I am a strong person and stubborn at times. I can also be like a quiet breeze
a hopeless romantic with an ongoing battle raging between my intellect and my emotion. I may have my head in the clouds but I have both feet firmly planted on the ground. I am an artist and a dreamer.
My interests include: the quiet honest solitude of gardening, reading and collecting books, writing, all kinds of music, dancing, animal training and rescue, movies, and all manner of creation using computer technology. I work on the side at times training service dogs for the disabled and am a recognized private service dog trainer. I myself use a 105 lb german rottweiler service dog. I am also a trained disability advocate. Occasionally I can be found at dog shows competing, sometimes in a nature area or at the lake.
I am a single mother of 3 living in the San Joaquin Valley and soon to be relocated to the foothills to a home of my own I am building. I am always interested in talking to and sometimes meeting new people. I dont get out a whole lot because of my job as a mother and also because I tend to be a homebody.
I am not a fussy girly girl who needs her nails or hair done every week or who likes to spend mass amounts of time at the mall or in the tanning salon
thats just not me. I grew up a tomboy running with the boys catching frogs and lizards and getting into mischief. I am a complete animal lover (in the cleanest of ways people). I am a wash and wear kind of girl that one could take camping and have me love it rather then complain the whole time. I love fishing and boating. Not to say I cant and dont dress up when going to events
I have been told I clean up really well
. . I am not a centerfold or a fantasy girl, I am a real woman with strengths and weaknesses, good points and bad points. I am a responsible person seeing to my business with as little drama as possible. At this point in my life this lifestyle is about as much drama as I want or need. I am independent and do a fairly good job of taking care of myself and my children responsibly. I am not one to be overly jealous, preferring to have total trust in the one I am with. I also am not the stalker type or the type to latch on and strangle someone
I dont like it done to me. I am one of the more honest people you will meet
.be prepared for this
some people find they dont like my level of honesty sometimes.
I have had only one Master (because I do believe it has great meaning) and he was very skilled with the toys of the trade. He took me from being scared of absolutely everything to begging to be flogged and purring hotly for the singletail. If I had to rate how rough I have gone to (having seen some major extremes) I would say I am well over medium roughness
breaking into those higher levels. I dont know how far I potentially could go
or want to. I am a person who needs good ramping to reach those higher levels. I am pretty quiet ( a Domme called me a dignified sub one time). I do not spend a lot of time or energy carrying on for effect typically the only time you will hear from me is when it actually HURTS badly and I am reacting to the pain I am having difficulty processing. An important part of all of this is the relationship for me, the bonding, the trust, the communication. I am not one who can play with just anyone on a moments notice and am in fact extremely nervous and cautious about playing with another as much as I crave it. I am fairly sexually open. I have been and can be monogamous and quite happy with it and I have also been in relationships where other people came into the play. It just all depends on the dynamics of that particular relationship.
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My Ideal Person:
I am not as interested in looks as much as I am character. I need someone who is honorable and responsible that, like me, tries to keep drama to a minimum. He would be intuitive and sensitive to me. He would love to hold, touch, and cuddle while still having the ability and the need to do his own things for periods of time and leave me to do mine which is essential to my well being. He would need to be fairly skilled in the bedroom to be a match for me sexually. He would be of like mind with me in that looks dont matter as much as what is within and what is given and taken. He would be financially secure- a decent working man making reasonable money and fairly stable (again we get back to the drama thing)- no he doesn't have to be some kind of millionaire (tho hey I won't hold it against you if you are LO . He is intelligent and kind hearted. He would appreciate my strengths and forgive my weaknesses and have a decent amount of understanding. I hope for a Sir who believes with his whole being that he is responsible for taking care of his submissive. Not that I cant take care of myself and wouldnt insist on it much of the time but he would be my rock to lean on and he needs to be there for me when I need to just rest from lifes trials. He would be a very honest person and wouldn't lie to me if his life depended on it knowing the value of the trust I put in him. He would hopefully be skilled with the toys as I just dont think it would be the same without that component to the play and I would miss it. He would enjoy my moments of exhibitionism while being perfectly happy if I am not in that mood. He would not be one to be overly jealous, trusting in my total commitment to him and my honesty with him in all things. He would be ready, willing and able to engage fully in the intense bonding and relationship this play can bring. He would not be the type to yell, scream, throw things, call nasty names or get violent during an argument as I do not tolerate any of that well- One has to fight fairly. There are sane ways to have an argument without personally tearing someone down and ruining their soul. He would of course adore me to the ends of the earth and value highly what it is that I give him. He would be an all around decent guy. No gambling, no illegal drugs, very little drinking if any
if he smokes (at my house) it would have to be done outside or in the garage.
That said for the ideal (and I am not sure I even hit all the important things)
I know it may take some time to find that person if he even exists. In the meantime I am looking for friends and a sense of community within my chosen lifestyle. I am not totally adverse to having a friend with benefits (meaning we see to each others baser needs as part of our friendship)in fact I could use that about now. After all a girl has needs.. . I am also interested in your basic everyday platonic friendships. I am not a quick pick up girl, so if that is what you are after keep going. I require a relationship of some fashion or form be it friendship or romantic involvement.
Now I can mention some things that get to me but that arent a requirement by any means-
Accents - I escpecially die for a good scottish accent
Long Hair- (swoon)
Brunettes (especially with light colored eyes)
A skilled hair grab (purrsssss)
Native americans have a special appeal to me.
And
.and
.and
.well I will put more as I think of them. (shrug)
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