i've learned to enjoy bottoming, even though it does often take significant effort to reach that state of mind. my presence is here is only an expression of my fantasy life. i am dancing carefully with a new One...and do not care for distractions
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My Ideal Person:
One who can see past the bullshit i constantly use as distraction, and give the guidance and structure i seem to lack. i enjoy the interactions i have in chat rooms; and have learned a lot from the people i have met there and in real life.
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